authors_paradise | Kagen no tsuki

Pairing: KinKi Kids (AU characters)
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Don't own KinKi Kids, or anything JE-related
Warnings: bad language, sexual situations
Setting: AU
Multi-Chapter

Intro: Go and Hikaru both feel very strongly about each other and finally want to take that next step that will make their relationship even mroe meaningful. In that, they both hava to raise up against the odds, which will take courage and also the will to risk losing what is dear to them. But, fortunately, their love is already very strong.

Note: Finally I got to put this story-line on. Woah, I think this was the longest sex-scene I've ever written. And it was really difficult. It was quite like a first time story, which needs a lot of detail. I hope I could catch the feeling of curiosity and insecurity. Well, enjoy. ^^

Go stared out the window, looking miserable. His father was lying sick in bed and while he was worried and bothered by that, he still couldn’t help hating the fact that he had to set Hikaru up. The boy would be devastated, most probably think that he didn’t want to see him again. Even though he was pretty sure that he could explain the situation whenever next they would meet, he still felt rotten. His mother was attending to his father and he couldn’t even use riding out to get the doctor as an excuse to leave, since said doctor had been called in way earlier that day already. He sighed.
“Are you worried, young master?” he suddenly heard a voice from the door. He swished his head around to find Endo standing in the door frame, smiling affectionately at him.
“A bit,” Go answered truthfully, shifting his glance back to the outside.

“Your father is already recovering,” the old man assured the boy.
Go just nodded, thankful that Endo had come to check on him, but still he could not tell him what else really moved him at that very moment. He was longing to meet Hikaru. But he knew, of course, that it was impossible. His family would not be going to a festival that night. He smiled sadly.
“It’s almost cruel, isn’t it?” Go asked, his fingers playing on the window sill. “Hundreds of health charms will be dedicated tonight and here we are, unable to attain what they promise.”
“Ah,” Endo nodded. “You are gaining a sense for community. That’s a good thing. Then, following that thought, why don’t you try to attain something for your family?”

Go merely blinked at him. “What do you mean?”
“Well, it’s true,” Endo told him, “many charms will be dedicated tonight. Why don’t you go and get one that will bring good luck to this house?”
Go’s heart immediately started to beat faster at the prospect of maybe finding a reason to go after all. But he still felt wary and guilty about it.
“I don’t know,” he mumbled out. “I don’t think I should leave…”
“Well, what can you do here, but sit about and look miserable?” Endo asked him sternly. “That won’t help anyone. So, instead of giving that defeated look, you should get up and do whatever you can do.”

“But isn’t that a meaningless thing?” Go asked sceptically.
“Why would you say it’s meaningless?” Endo asked back. “To do nothing is certainly meaningless. But for anything else, whatever you can do, no matter how small a thing, it can certainly change the world we live in.”
Go smiled at that. “If dad caught you talking to me like that again, he’d yell at you.”
Endo grinned. “Your father is a good and righteous man, but he has no sense for the big mystery that is the universe. Or the incredible miracle a human being can be.”
“Absolutely true,” Go agreed. “I wonder whether I have a sense for it, though,” he mused thoughtfully.

“So,” Endo dragged out, looking at the boy, “you do not believe in the power of charms?”
Go just shrugged. “It’s just a piece of wood or paper in a little linen bag. How can that hold any special powers?”
“Ah,” Endo said agitatedly, “but it’s not just that. Dedicating the charm is what gives it its powers. First the monk will prepare it to accept energy and then, by dedicating it, by making the wish, or presenting it to someone, that is how it gets its power. The power comes from the person who makes the wish.”
“But then,” Go opposed, “why don’t wishes just come true when I wish them like this?”

“The wish first has to be approved,” Endo explained. “The monks do that, they call out to the spirits. In that, it’s sharing the energy that will make the charm even more powerful. And, of course, it must be secret. That is why you never open your bag.”
“For someone who claims to be a modern thinking and well-educated man, you’re quite superstitious,” Go grinned.
“Well, you have to remain some things to believe in,” Endo told him. “If you lose that, you will become a miserable person.”

“I see,” Go nodded. “Well, and I guess in the end it won’t hurt, right? I mean, worst thing that could happen is that it won’t work and while nothing’s gained, nothing’s lost. But if I get to it and it does work, I’ve gained something for sure.”
“That is a very wise way to look at things,” Endo told him. “Why then, be off and return with your attain.”
Go thought on it for another moment, then nodded and got up, feeling much more cheerful already. He said his good-bye to Endo and his parents, telling them what he intended and they approved and so about half an hour later (after feeding and preparing his horse), Go was on his way to Kyoto.

Hikaru…

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“Ne, Hikaru, come on, let’s get some dango,” Katsumi urged.
“But you already had yakiniku,” Hikaru opposed. “If you spend all your money tonight, you won’t eat for the rest of the month.”
“But I want dango,” Katsumi insisted with a pout.
The older boy sighed. “Okay, fine.”
Katsumi beamed at him.
“But only one piece each,” Hikaru added strictly.
“Okay, okay,” the younger boy agreed, already dragging him off.

“Well, I… kind of have to run after that anyway,” Hikaru said carefully.
At that the other turned around to give him a quizzical look. “Eh?”
“Yeah ,well,” Hikaru muttered, nervously fumbling with his yukata, “I… I kind of have… a meeting.”
“A meeting?” the younger boy repeated, a frown coming to his face.
Hikaru sighed. “Look, I told you the other day that this guy got me to the doctor and stuff?”
Katsumi nodded, shifting uncomfortably.

“Yeah, and,” Hikaru tried desperately, not knowing how to explain his plans without hurting his friend. “And now I kind of owe him a favour, so…” he tried weakly, but he knew it was in vain.
Sure enough Katsumi gave him a sad look. “But… then why would you have to meet him in private? On a free night?”
“Well…” Hikaru broke off. He knew it was to no avail. “Katsumi-kun… I’m sorry,” was all that was left for him to say.

“So,” the younger boy choked out and Hikaru could see tears forming in his eyes and wanted to slap himself for doing this to his friend – or maybe for what he had done to him that far. Go had been right, the way in which he had kept the other close was not right.
“So, you like that guy?” Katsumi finally asked.
Hikaru bit his lip at the sight of his devastated friend. But he knew he finally had to be honest. Really honest. So, he nodded his head firmly, trying to give Katsumi an apologetic look. Then he patted his shoulder once.
“I’m sorry,” he mumbled again and with that left the scene, leaving Katsumi in the crowd.

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“Now who’s late?” Go teased as Hikaru finally answered their little realm.
“Don’t be so smug,” Hikaru told him roughly. “I just turned down my best friend because of you and left him crying out there.”
Go stared at him. “But… why did you do that?” he asked, confused.
“Because there was no way I could have explained where I’m going,” Koichi explained. “Because… because you were right. I was just… being cruel to him. And he might be hurt now, but he’ll get over it and I don’t know whether we can still be friends, but at least he’ll be able to move on and… maybe be happy one day.”

“Well, that would be a good thing, right?” Go offered with a smile.
Hikaru smiled back at him and nodded. “Yes. That would definitely be a good thing.”
“Then, no matter what he might say to you, always remember that it was you who set him free,” Go told him.
Hikaru gave him a sceptical look. “That sounds a bit out of this world.”
“Believe me, it’s true,” Go assured him. “He was caught in a trap and couldn’t free himself and even though you could feed on him you decided to let him go.”
Hikaru considered that. “I never thought about it that way.”

“See? It’s not like you made him fall in love with you, right? It just happened and now you are the one who broke the spell on him.”
“I didn’t know you were a savant,” Hikaru teased with a grin.
“Didn’t I tell you that there’s lots to learn about me?” Go reminded him, a grin of his own spreading on his lips.
“Ah, indeed,” the younger boy agreed, moving closer to the other to finally truly welcome him in `their´ shared room.

A timid kiss was placed against Go’s lips and the boy smiled.
“I’m glad you’re here,” he whispered.
“Me too.”
Just when Go wanted to close his arms around him, Hikaru escaped his grip.
“Just a moment,” the younger boy requested. “I just want to check on the fire. If it goes out, we’ll be quite cold.”
The other nodded in agreement. He watched Hikaru fumbling around the fire place, adding some wood and positioning it so it would burn well.

“I came here early today to make sure it won’t be too cold.”
“I don’t think I’ll be cold with you,” Go mused, his voice stuck between playful and wary.
“Had some high hopes?” Hikaru grinned, leaving the fire place.
“Hikaru,” Go said firmly. “I… I’ve never been in love before.”
Hikaru felt slight panic rising in his chest at the other’s words. He had an idea where that was going, but even though he didn’t know how to handle it, he did not stop the other from continuing.

“Well, that is,” Go kept stuttering, “I mean… I can’t say… the thing is, somehow… I’m not entirely sure. I mean, I’ve never been in love, so… I don’t really know what it feels like. But… of everything I’ve ever felt… I think I would call this – well, love.”
Go, who had been looking anywhere but in Hikaru’s direction now turned to him to check his reaction.
“So,” the younger boy mused, “you’re saying you like me, right?”
“Well, yes,” Go shrugged helplessly. “I think… But even when I’m not sure, I kinda want it to be that. I… I love you.”

Hikaru stared. Never had he had those words directed at him and the impact such a declaration could have hit him unprepared and full force. How could it be that such a small statement would suddenly turn the entire world upside down? Wasn’t it just a simple phrase? You heard it a lot, in music and in plays. Never had Hikaru expected that those three little words, directed at only one person, spoken by someone barely more than a stranger, in discrete privacy, with nobody else there to witness or hear it, would flood his entire body with warmth and glee.

“Ano…” Go mumbled carefully.
Hikaru blinked. “Sorry, what?”
The other boy sighed. “I just said that I love you – and you spaced out. You know, usually, instead of just staring the other down, you either say `me too´ or `get the fuck out of here´.”
The younger boy laughed nervously. “No, I… I’m sorry. You… kinda hit me by surprise there – blurting something like that out like this…”
Go just made a dismissive sound and Hikaru frowned.
“You don’t even know what you just did to me, do you?”
“What on earth did I do to you now?” the older boy bit out.

“No,” Hikaru waved him off, “I don’t mean that… in a bad way.” He chuckled at Go’s surprised look. “Come here,” he said with a playful smile. Once Go had followed his request, he continued. “Good, now look at me. And listen very closely to what I have to say.”
He looked deeply into the other’s eyes and felt a rush of excitement, mixed with a slight sting of anxiety rising within himself. But the other had brought up the courage and he would definitely not stand back – not to mention that he wanted to make a point here (and, of course, give the other the same wonderful experience).
“I love you,” he breathed out.

Go’s eyes popped open in surprise. His face flushed and he started to fidget nervously.
“See?” Hikaru teased playfully. “Gotcha.”
“You… you can say that, yeah,” Go mumbled out, still staring. “Wow…”
“Yeah, that pretty much says it. Go-kun, I’ve already acknowledged that your interest is in my person and not in my body. But thank you for saying that. That’s the best gift I’ve ever received. I just hope I could give this back to you as well.
“Absolutely,” Go assured him quickly.

“Good,” Hikaru smiled softly. “Why then, maybe you’ll take some interest in my body, after all?” he suggested, snuggling up against the other and rubbing their bodies together suggestively.
“Are… you sure?” Go asked, sounding worried.
Hikaru chuckled a bit. “Now, now. No need to be so wary. I told you, I’d want to… you gave me a taste of something I can hardly fathom as it is and now I really want it all, in case you’re willing to give it to me.”

“More than willing,” Go answered, already slinging his arms around the other. “But… we don’t have to rush, do we?”
“No, we don’t. We’ve got lots of time here.”
“Then, will you let me kiss you?” Go asked timidly, a blush painting his cheeks. “And then we go from there?”
“That sounds nice,” the younger boy purred, pulling the other closer.

Go mewled happily at the touch of their lips. Certainly, they had kissed before – and more than that, but this was different. They were alone and their terms were completely different. There was no business contract between them, no rules, or lines other than those they decided to draw themselves. Hikaru sighed happily, revelling in that. He never had such freedom to act in ways that pleased him and he decided to make the most of this rare occasion – even though he hoped that he’d get to repeat this experience quite often in the future. Go was like perfect. Intent and loving, but yet just that little touch inexperienced and wary that made him feel flush with joy. Their kiss deepened and tongues came out tentatively to play. Some playful licks and light teasing followed. Then Go drew back slightly.

“Can we… you know…” he mumbled, blushing. “I mean, in case we should, you know, want to… better remove the clothes now?”
Hikaru smiled at him and nodded. They helped each other quickly to loosen their obi, where Go’s was definitely more of a problem, but soon the binding items were splayed out on the floor. Go was quite happy he had decided on a simple kimono that could be removed easily. But even so, as he was standing there, he hesitated.

What’s wrong with me? Why am I so nervous? It’s not like he hasn’t seen me. How is it different?

Fortunately, Hikaru helped him out of his dilemma. The younger boy easily slid his much simpler garment over his shoulders to reveal a creamy, if a bit thin chest. Go understood that the other must be much more used to this than he was, but even so, he thought he saw a wary glint in Hikaru’s eyes. That thought helped him relax a bit and he mimicked the movement, taking more time, though, with his many heavy layers of clothing. Then he let the cloth slide down onto the floor altogether, quickly discarding his undergarment to stand naked in the room. As he checked back at Hikaru the boy had also discarded all of his clothing. They looked at each other for a while. Then a nervous smile came to Go’s face.

“Is this… okay?” he asked warily.
“Oh, perfectly fine,” Hikaru assured him, moving closer to him and taking his hand to pull him closer to the fire place, to the futon on the ground. “Me?”
“You’re beautiful,” Go blurted out, blushing a bit.

But he followed Hikaru willingly, kneeling down on the floor. Smiling happily when the other followed him immediately, he slung his arms around the younger boy and resumed their kiss eagerly. Hikaru was only too happy to comply, his own arms finding their way around the other, smoothing over soft skin. He felt Go shiver at his touch and smiled to himself. This was certainly not the moment to ask about the other’s previous experiences, but he could tell from certain reactions that they must be quite limited. His mind was pulled off the thought, though, when he felt slight pressure against his chest. Without thinking about it, he leaned back and let himself be laid down on the futon, Go now half on top of him. The older boy gave him a soft smile and touched their noses together lovingly. Hikaru giggled at the touch, but played along all the same. Soon he could feel the other’s nose softly nuzzling his face, then jaw line and his neck. He readily tilted his head, giving the other access. There was a short pause and he felt a deep breath against his neck.

“Mh, you smell so good,” he heard Go whisper against his ear.
Then there were lips nipping at his sensitive skin, a hot wet tongue drawing lazy pattern, alternating with quick laps. Hikaru moaned slightly at the sensations the other caused to run through his body. Loving strokes and light kisses, every single touch a promise of warmth and pleasure. He enjoyed every second of the tender attention he received, this time not minding at all that the other was taking his time, exploring his body thoroughly. He sighed when he felt a hand roaming over his chest, teasing fingers playing with his skin. A soft pair of lips soon followed, kissing and nipping a hot trail down his chest, while fingers still explored his abs, or sides.

Hikaru shifted a bit, trying to get more of the pleasurable sensations. His body was suddenly super-sensitive, reacting to the slightest touch, even to hot breath against his skin. He let a low moan escape when he felt a nipple being teased. Never wanting it to stop, he let Go do as ever he pleased, enjoying the intimate touches. At some point he felt the older boy shift, though, and as he opened his eyes he found softly shining orbs gazing down at him lovingly. He smiled at Go, lifting a hand to stroke the other’s face softly. Then he shifted into a sitting position and urged Go back. The older boy willingly complied, letting Hikaru take over for a while. He laid down on the futon, closing his eyes and soon felt soft hands on his chest and warm lips on his. Instinctively, he reached up, capturing the sweet petals in a searing kiss. They both moaned as Hikaru sat down on the other, hips connecting and Hikaru’s ass promisingly rubbing over Go’s slightly rising dick.
“Ah,” Go sighed out, grabbing the younger’s hips and urging them a bit more against his need.

Hikaru chuckled at that, but allowed the manipulation. His lips then soon found the junction of Go’s neck and shoulder, his tongue coming out to lick and lap at the spot eagerly. He could feel the other squirm against him, rubbing with more force. Deciding that if the other got some nice attention there, he should get some as well, he took one of Go’s hands and placed it around his own cock. The older boy caught on immediately and started to stroke the other right away, making Hikaru moan and buck against him slightly, causing delightful friction. They kept moving like that for a while, but at some point Go lost grip of his lover as Hikaru shifted slightly downwards, wanting to attend to the other’s chest. The older boy let him proceed happily, delighting in the caresses he received as Hikaru slowly stroked and kissed his way down the other’s body. However, as he reached Go’s navel he stopped, shifting up and looking at the other warily.

“What’s wrong?” Go asked, slightly out of breath.
“I… nothing,” Hikaru tried to assure him. He smiled apologetically. “It’s just… I don’t really like… well, sucking.”
Go blinked at him at first, then smiled back at the other. “Well, then you just don’t do it, it’s as simple as that.”
“Really?” Hikaru asked warily.
“Why, of course,” Go demanded. “I won’t make you do anything you don’t like.”
“Maybe I just don’t like the way I have to do it for work,” the younger boy mused.

“It doesn’t matter,” Go decided, sitting up to capture the other’s lips carefully. “We don’t have to do that right now. Unless you wish me to…”
Hikaru shook his head. “If you don’t get it, I don’t get it.”
“Sounds fair,” Go agreed. “But then, what?”
Hikaru bit his lip, then hastily got up. Go frowned slightly, bemourning the loss of the other’s body being close, but followed Hikaru’s movements through the room, blinking when he came back holding a small bottle.
“What’s that?” Go asked curiously.

“Massage oil,” Hikaru explained. “I thought it might work better than saliva,” he shrugged. “You know, to get things slick.”
Go inspected the bottle closely. “That might well be a very good idea,” he agreed. “Some good thinking.”
Hikaru smiled proudly and presented the bottle to his lover. Go looked a bit surprised at first, but then smiled again and shook his head.
“Not like that,” he decided. “If you don’t get it, I don’t get it.”
“Huh?”

“We’ll do this both ways,” Go informed him. “But if you wish to be the first…”
Hikaru just shook his head wildly. “No, no, no. I don’t… do that. I love you and…” He broke off, licking his lips. Then he considered the other thoughtfully. “Will you let me try something?”
Go quirked a brow at that. “What do you mean, try something?”
“I can’t say right now,” Hikaru told him. “Just… if you trust me… let me?”
“Well…”
Go still sounded insecure.

“If you don’t like it you can tell me and I’ll stop, okay?” Hikaru offered.
“Okay,” the older boy finally agreed.
“Alright, lie back down,” Hikaru ordered, all of a sudden very eager and intent.
Go did as instructed and his wariness faded somewhat when he felt the other stroking his thighs reassuringly. Then he felt a slick finger at his entrance. He shifted his hips up and gave Hikaru good access. The younger boy made sure to prepare the other for the intrusion, rubbing over the hole, softly at first, then giving slight pressure until his finger slid in almost on its own. He could still hear a sharp intake of breath from the older boy and felt a slight twitch going through his body.

“Okay?” he asked, just to be sure.
“Okay,” Go answered.
“Right,” the younger boy nodded, frowning slightly in concentration.
He soon added a second finger, moving them carefully, stretching the other out a bit. When he felt he had some good room, he moved in a bit deeper and began to search. His fingers dug into Go’s inner walls, up and down, this way and that. He kept stroking Go’s inner walls, but it seemed that the desired effect would not come. He sighed.

“What are you doing there?” the older boy finally asked, slightly irritated.
“Sorry, just a bit more,” Hikaru asked, pushing his fingers in even farther.
Then he felt the other jerk slightly. He pushed again and heard the other gasp.
“What… did you just do?” Go asked, now sounding a bit confused.
“Not sure,” Hikaru answered truthfully. “Did it feel good?”
“I… I think so. I’m not sure, it’s kinda… dull.”
“Okay,” Hikaru said evenly. “Listen, I’ll try to make this feeling more intense, okay? Tell me when it feels good.”

“Right,” Go nodded, still not understanding what exactly was going on, but going with Hikaru’s plan even so.
Hikaru kept pushing into him, softly stroking and rubbing. Every now and then Go would sigh, or buck his hips.
“Ah, move up a bit,” Go gasped out. “No, no, not deeper. Move it… upwards… there…”
And then Hikaru could feel it. Dull pressure against his fingers, a soft resistance against his movements. And Go jerked.
“WAH!” he yelled out, first gasping then heaving in surprise.
“What the fuck was that?” he asked.

“I still don’t know,” Hikaru told him, a grin on his face. “But I know now how to make this really good for you.”
Go winced slightly at the loss as Hikaru pulled out of him.
“No, wait, do that again,” he asked pleadingly.
“I will,” Hikaru promised, spreading a good amount of the oil he had brought on his dick.
“But…” Go frowned. “If you want to… you can’t do that like this. You couldn’t go more than half the way in.”
“Then half-way it is,” Hikaru decided, already positioning himself. “I don’t care,” he told the other. “I want this to be good for you.”
“And what about you?”

“You said something about taking turns before, didn’t you?” Hikaru teased.
Go just smiled at him, pecking his lips. The younger boy happily let him. His lips were released in favour of a gasp, though, as he eased himself carefully into the other. About half the way in he stopped.
“Still okay?”
“It’s fine. Just… careful, okay?”
“Of course.”

Hikaru shifted slightly, carefully, trying to assess his range of movement. The other felt very tight around him, but since he received no protests, or pleas to stop, he continued to move with more ease, trying to find a good position to please the other.
“How’s that?” he asked, panting.
“Not really… I… can you hold my hips up a bit?” Go asked.
Hikaru re-balanced himself and moved a hand to sling around the other’s waist, moving him closer and his hips up slightly.
“That good?”

“Mh,” Go nodded. “Now just…” He wiggled his hips slightly, shifting. “Ah…”
“Oh, there it is,” Hikaru sighed out in relief as he felt that little something pressing back against him. “Here’s good right?” he asked, as he moved into the spot.
But Go was already lost for words. He just lay there on his back, hips jerking occasionally, mouth moving uncontrollably. Hikaru smirked. He knew exactly what the other was feeling right now.

“Oh god,” Go finally gasped out.
Hikaru shifted forward to lean over the other.
“I know,” he whispered into his lover’s ear. “It’s good, right? Enjoy it.”
“Oh god, what are you doing to me?” the older boy gasped, unable to keep his hips still, looking for more pleasure instinctively.
“Uhn,” Hikaru sighed out.
He was happy to please his lover, but he had to admit that his restraining left him quite frustrated.

“It’s okay,” Go finally blurted out. “You can finish, I don’t mind. Just do it, if you want to come.”
“It might not feel so good,” Hikaru told him, sweat trickling down his loose strands of hair.
“I’m sure it’ll be good enough,” Go assured him. “Plus, I still have my turn.”
Hikaru nodded and gave the other a thankful smile. He could heat the other gasp in surprise as he went in deeper, his movements growing more demanding. But again, he heard no protests, so he kept going, striving for that sweet release that was already calling out for him.
“Oh god, yes,” he gasped, thrusting forward wildly. “Sorry,” he choked out. “Almost, almost…”

Hikaru’s body jerked forward almost violently, taking him deep into the other. Then his hips started to shake uncontrollably and he moaned loudly as he felt his orgasm wash over him in hot waves, almost blinding him with its intensity. He shot his seed out, moaning again, then he sighed, his arms growing a bit shaky, but he kept himself up. Keeping careful, slow movements, he shook his head slightly to make it stop spinning.
“Oh my god,” he finally sighed out. “That was incredible.”
“Good to hear,” Go grunted from underneath him.
Hikaru slowly cracked his eyes open to inspect him.

“You could have warned me,” Go accused him, “that it feels off… you know, when it comes out.”
“Oh,” Hikaru made. “I… yeah… well, that’s… I guess I’m so used to it, I didn’t think… sorry.”
But Go already smiled at him again. “It’s okay. Had fun?”
“I… you…” Hikaru broke off, shaking his head. “You have no idea.”
“Care to give me one?” Go asked, playfully.
“Of course.”

Hikaru withdrew carefully, letting the other adjust to the feeling of being stretched out.
“It’s gonna pass soon,” he told the other. “Oh, but make sure to stuff some cloth in there later, otherwise it’ll come running back out.”
Go made a face at the thought, but nodded. “Thanks for warning me beforehand this time.”
“Sure thing,” Hikaru shrugged. Then his eyes turned concerned again. “Ano… did I hurt you?” he asked warily.
“Not one bit,” Go assured him.
“Good,” Hikaru sighed in relief.

“Mh, that oil was really a good idea. Makes things a lot smoother.”
“I thought it might help.”
Hikaru shifted slightly, but almost fell when his arm gave out.
“My,” Go said amusedly. “Still flying?”
“Shut up,” Hikaru said, but it sounded lazy, almost tender. “Now, don’t you want to have a go? This time, if you want it, you have to do the preparations.”
“With pleasure,” Go assured him, already grabbing the bottle of oil.

He wet his fingers well and, having set down the bottle again, pushed Hikaru back to lie down on his back. The younger boy willingly gave way, spreading his legs to give the other full access. Go looked a bit sceptical, but then reached out, a slick finger softly teasing over Hikaru’s hole.
“No need to be overly careful,” the younger boy told him. “I’m well-stretched. I’m used to it. Just stretch it out a bit and that’ll do.”

Go merely nodded, pushing his finger forward and it sure enough slid in without much resistance. Checking Hikaru’s face he could see what the other had meant. The boy wasn’t even jerking at the intrusion. He just kept lying there patiently, waiting for the other to continue. Intent on giving his lover pleasure too, Go quickly added another finger, moving and wiggling them until he felt room for yet another one. After thinking about it for a second, he pushed another finger in. That got him a slight reaction, as Hikaru shifted a bit.
“Alright?” Go asked.
“Mh, it’s fine.”

Getting that approval, Go started to wiggle his fingers, trying to remember how Hikaru had moved to please him. And unexpectedly, he very soon got lucky. Pressing in and upwards, he felt dull pressure against his probing fingers and Hikaru’s reaction was immediate.
“Oh yeah, right there, that’s it,” he panted out. “Ah, you found it,” he sighed happily.
“So I did,” Go confirmed with a grin.
Then he started pushing his fingers in more demandingly. Hikaru moaned as he felt the pushing and rubbing against that sensitive spot. His hips jerked involuntarily and he squirmed, muttering little curses of pleasure.

“Uh,” Hikaru moaned out, biting his lower lip. “Mh, p-push in some more… pressure… ha-harder,” he gasped out.
Go complied immediately, pressing his fingers in and rubbing them over Hikaru’s prostate.
“OH GOD!” the younger boy shrieked, almost startling the other. “Oh god, yes… yeah, that’s it… oh god, oh god…”
Then he whined when he felt the fingers leaving him.
“No, don’t stop,” he begged, pulling the other closer.

“Hikaru,” Go whispered at the other, which caught Hikaru’s attention and their eyes met. “Your noises drive me mad. And you’re hard again,” he pointed out.
A fact that Hikaru hadn’t even realised, but could feel very obviously, as he felt a hand stroking his length for emphasis. Another moan escaped him.
“May I now?” Go asked, kissing him affectionately.
Hikaru latched onto that, circling his arms around the other and pulling him close and on top of him, causing pleasurable friction. They shared a long, deep kiss that held no driving need, but spoke of love and affection. Once they pulled back, both heaving slightly, they smiled at each other and Hikaru gave his lover a nod.
“You may,” he breathed out.

At the overwhelming sensations Go almost forgot to slick up his dick before plunging into the other, but he reminded himself last second. He lathered himself up, then shifted forward, positioning himself. Hikaru sighed as he felt the other sliding in. He’d had a lot of sex before. But never had it felt good to have someone inside. The feeling was incredible, and he simply reached up, holding onto the other as Go desperately tried to find his sweet spot.
“Bit to the left,” Hikaru helped him.
Then he shifted a bit and rolled his hips up and that did the trick.
“Ah,” Go sighed as he felt the resistance.

He thrust in more demandingly and heard Hikaru moan in pleasure. Soon the younger boy was writhing and shivering beneath him, almost ready to release again. The hot, wet cavern that surrounded him also had him longing for release.
“Hikaru,” he breathed out against the other.
The other just smiled up at him and nodded. However, instead of moving forward, Go suddenly stopped. He closed his eyes, savouring this feeling of being one with his lover. Then he bent down and they shared another passionate kiss.
“Go,” Hikaru finally sighed out against the other’s lips. “Please, I want to come.”

The older boy nodded at him and shifted up again. He resumed his movements, making them more and more demanding. He soon built up a nice pace, moving in a bit deeper, probably not hitting that spot that made Hikaru go wild, but as he knew the experience, he knew it would be okay. Sure enough, Hikaru did not complain, but grabbed his dick to stroke it demandingly. Go built up his movements, moaning when he felt the other moving against him.
“Oh god, yeah…”

Hikaru grinned, but then concentrated on his own pleasure. He stroked his cock madly, gasping as the other set an unusually deep thrust. He gritted his teeth, stroking himself harder. And that did it. With a long moan he came, spasming pleasurably, and coating his body with his seed. Go cursed, feeling the other shuddering in his orgasm. He drove forward faster and a bit more harshly, bending one of Hikaru’s legs to the side to get in deeper.

He could feel it building, right there in the pitch of his stomach. The tightness, then tingling, heat rising in that one spot and then spreading throughout his body before electric jolts were shooting though his entire body, shaking it in sweet release. He wasn’t sure whether he had moaned, or screamed, he felt strangely dethatched from his body, but once it stopped twitching he felt warmth spreading through it and a satiated feeling of content. He sighed in delight. Then he made a soft purring sound, when he felt a soft hand stroking his back, inviting him to stay like this for a while. He didn’t have to be told twice and rested himself against his lover’s warm body, not caring about the sticky mess that was still between them.

Once the dizziness had lifted from his mind, he shifted up and carefully withdrew from the other. Hikaru sighed a bit at the movement. Once there were dethatched they immediately seeked body contact again, lying down side by side, stroking each other and exchanging loving kisses. No words were spoken as they enjoyed a good long aftermath that was filled with touches, kisses, and slight dozing.

A good time later Go shifted lazily, stretching a bit. As his eyes hit the candles, he froze.
“Oh my god,” he gasped out.
“What?” Hikaru asked, turning around to face him fully.
“It must be the middle of the night already,” Go analysed. “Shit, I’m late.” He looked reluctantly at Hikaru. “I’m sorry, I have to go.”
Hikaru nodded in understanding. Go already wanted to get up, when the other spoke up again. “But don’t you think… it’s dangerous?”
“Dangerous?” Go asked, blinking.

“Riding out into a wild storm?”
Go just kept staring. “What ever are you talking about? Where’s a storm out there?”
“Can’t you hear it?” Hikaru asked, sneaking his arms around the other’s neck and pulling him close tentatively. “The harsh wind raging outside the window?” he whispered, placing butterfly kisses on his lover’s lips. “The trees creaking in protest? The rain smashing down?”
“Mh,” Go purred, nipping Hikaru’s lips lightly. “It might be dangerous, after all.”

“Ne? And it’s wet and cold,” the younger boy pointed out. “Don’t you think it would be better to stay here, where it’s warm?”
“So warm,” Go sighed, kissing a line along the other’s jaw. “You feel so good.”
“Then, stay.”
Go just nodded and the two of them settled themselves into the futon, cuddling together as to not get cold. A few more sweet kisses were shared before they both dozed off into slumber.

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Hikaru stirred slightly as he felt something disturbing his face. But he wiggled his nose a bit and the offender disappeared. Only to return a second later, though, on his cheek. He grumbled slightly.
“What?” he mumbled out.
“Ohayo,” he heard a soft whisper against his ear and immediately smiled, pressing closer to the warm body that was embracing him and enjoying the soft caresses he received in his hair and face.
After a while he opened his eyes to find the other smiling at him. “Ohayo,” he answered softly, kissing his lover.

“Mh,” Go protested weakly, “I didn’t have any water just yet.”
“Don’t care,” Hikaru chirped, kissing him fully.
With a soft chuckle, the older boy let himself be guided into a long kiss. However, he knew he had to draw back this time eventually. When he did, he smiled at Hikaru.
“Quite a storm last night, huh?”
“Yes, indeed,” Hikaru grinned back at him.
“But now I really have to go,” the older boy sighed.
“No breakfast?” Hikaru asked playfully.
“No, really, I have to go back to my family…”

Then Go halted, staring.
“What now?”
The older boy suddenly looked very bothered. “I forgot… I had wanted to buy a new charm at the festival. But then… I came rushing here and…”
Hikaru inspected him for a moment, biting his lip. Then he gave a short nod.
“Hold on,” he said quickly, running over to where his clothes still lay discarded on the floor. He fumbled around a bit and then grabbed something. Holding the item firmly, he turned around, smiling at Go.
“Here,” he offered, holding out the charm he had been keeping.

Go just stared at it. “What is that?”
“A gift from the head of the temple,” Hikaru explained.
“Oh no, I cannot take that,” Go insisted, shaking his head.
“No, no, you don’t understand,” Hikaru tried to soothe him. “He gave me this and said I should give it away… to the one that I love.”
Go found Hikaru blushing slightly and looked at him in astonishment. He looked at the charm once more in wonder. Then he reached out and carefully grabbed it with deft fingers.
“It should be fine if you take this home,” Hikaru decided. “And… it will make our connection strong.”
“Thank you,” Go said, smiling happily, cupping Hikaru’s face for a last kiss before he indeed had to go and make his way home.

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Tadaa! \^o^/ It's done. And FINALLY the charm found its new place. That was an important point I was waiting to make. I really hope you liked it. (I'll never write first time stories again. Ever. >_< Well... at least not any time soon. XD )

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