Kagen no tsuki - Part 3: What was unexpected

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Pairing: KinKi Kids (AU characters)
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Don't own KinKi Kids, or anything JE-related
Warnings: bad language, sexual situations, prostitution, bit angsty
Setting: AU
Multi-Chapter


Intro: So, waht happens after a first little get together? Both Go and HIkaru find themselves quite busy with their everyday business, but yet their thoughts seem to dwell on each other. And then they both make an interesting discovery. But how will that fit into their story?


Note: Yay, new chapter. Wah, I really love writing this. Although I feel really sorry for Go-kun now. I wonder how this happened.  @_@ I hope I'm introducing Katsumi well. I really start to like this kid. ^^ Hope you like. ^^

Hikaru turned over on his futon again with an exasperated sigh. He bit his lip, once more taking a sideward glance over to where Katsumi’s shadowy silhouette was lying almost right next to him. He closed his eyes, trying to think of something silent and calm that would let him drift off to sleep. Of course, it didn’t work. He’d been dwelling on his sexual experience with the Kurakawa son for the past few days and somehow things kept spinning in his mind, driving him crazy. He knew there had been something that was different from everything he thought he knew. But he couldn’t quite grasp it. Just while they had been at it…

Hikaru blushed at the memory. He had let that boy way too deep into his head, letting him see, letting him know what he liked and how he liked it and he felt strangely exposed, a feeling of dread rising in him at the thought of facing the other boy again. What would he say? How should he act? The other had seen him in ways he thought nobody else had ever before. And then there was something that stirred him. He cursed under his breath. The mere memory of what he had shared with that Kurakawa boy had gotten him excited. He sighed. Well, at least he could try and find out what was intriguing him so. He cast another glance to Katsumi’s sleeping form, then fumbled with his blankets and pants, getting his cock out and stroking it in long slow movements to get into the feeling.

His member twitched happily and he smiled at the mild sensations. He knew it was wrong, but it was so tempting and nobody could blame him for dreaming, right? He let his thoughts wander, imagining that Go had come to find him, crawling into his futon, his body warming Hikaru. Hands would softly stroke over his body, just like the other night. Hot breath against his neck would make him shudder in anticipation to feel wet lips on his skin. Hikaru sighed deeply, making his movements more demanding. He could feel his body getting flush and he enjoyed the warm rush. His hips started to buck up, seeking more of the pleasurable sensations. He bit his lip against a moan, starting to pump in earnest. If he kept that up, he’d come within a minute. And it was tempting, the feeling so good, pulling him further and further up to the awaiting peak.

But he restrained himself, letting go of his dick and pulling his legs up to his chest. He quickly brought up a hand to cover his fingers in saliva as best he could, before moving them right to his entrance, probing carefully. He pushed a single finger in, wiggling a bit, loosening the muscles. A second finger followed quickly, carefully stretching so he could move with more ease. It didn’t take long for him to adjust and he could move his fingers freely. It didn’t hurt, but I wasn’t exactly as pleasant as he recalled it. He guessed it was because touching yourself like that had an off angle and simply couldn’t compare to a solid dick stroking your walls.

But he was going for something specific. He tried to concentrate on what his fingers did and where they did it, moving them in and out and about, probing, wiggling, but it didn’t really work. He sighed in frustration. Maybe it had been Go, after all. He tried once more, going in even deeper and there he felt it, a dull kind of feeling somewhere in the back of… well, he couldn’t quite locate the place. But the pressure was there. In his quest, he tried to go deeper still, but that didn’t help. He licked his lips. Spreading the fingers… didn’t help. And when he went the other way, there was something blocking him. But he thought the feeling was the strongest there. Maybe he could find a little passage there?

Hikaru bent his fingers, pushing carefully and suddenly his body shuddered. He gasped in surprise. That was what he’d been going for. Reminding himself that he absolutely had to keep quiet, he braced himself and pushed against that little ball inside him again. The reaction was immediate. His body tensed up and his hips bucked into the stimulation. He bit his lip hard, bringing his second hand down to have more range for movement. He pressed his fingers forward, digging into his… well, whatever it was and it felt like the sensation was somehow… more direct than usual.

When he stroked his dick, it would twitch and build up and then there would be this tightening coiling inside of him and right now he felt like he could create that very feeling right inside of him. Rubbing and teasing almost forcefully, he gasped out, wanting, needing more, more, more, more… The feeling started to build, getting stronger, until it was almost painful but yet he seeked more, as if he knew there was this breaking point. His entire body tensed up, muscles so taunt they were shaking…

“Oh goooooood,” he sobbed out as he felt his dick spurting out and onto his sheets.

He kept twitching and squirming for a whole minute and it wasn’t until he had come down a bit that he thought about checking whether Katsumi had heard him. Fortunately the other was fast asleep. With a sigh Hikaru shifted into a more comfortable position, cringing when he felt the sticky sheets. Not caring for anything more at that moment, he simply turned his sheets around, reminding himself to wash them when the morning came. Then he simply flopped down with a sigh. His hand caressed his stomach lazily, as he mused about his little experiment.

What on earth was that?

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“I had hoped I wouldn’t see you again so soon, Yamamoto-kun,” Uesugi-sensei said with a sympathetic smile.

“Ah, sorry,” Hikaru returned, a little grin on his face. “I’m actually… feeling quite fine.”

Uesugi blinked at him, but sat down even so. “Then, why are you consulting a doctor?” he asked, curiosity evident in his voice.

“Well,” Hikaru mumbled, licking his lips nervously, “I… I kind of have a question.”

“A question?” the doctor repeated, brows shooting up in surprise.

“Ah, yeah. You know, it’s…” The boy sighed. “I’m sorry, this is quite embarrassing, but I don’t know who else to ask and since it’s about my body, I thought…”

“It’s certainly fine,” Uesugi assured him. “I’m here to answer questions. Whatever it is, you can tell me.”

“Okay,” the boy sighed out. “The thing is… you know, when you… have sex?”

Uesugi looked at him for a moment, then straightened up. “Oh, is it… a work accident?”

Hikaru blinked at him, then blushed and shook his head as he understood what the other man meant.

“No, no,” he waved the doctor off. “It’s nothing like that. But I… I’ve noticed something… weird.”

“Something weird,” Uesugi mused. “Okay, what is it?”

“Well, normally, when you like… you know… when you have sex, you put your… well, your thing into someone else and that will be stimulating and in the end you’ll…”

“Ejaculate,” the doctor finally finished for him.

Hikaru blinked at him. “What?”

“Well, you ejaculate,” the doctor explained. “You… release.”

“Oh, yeah,” Hikaru nodded. Then he chuckled. “That’s an odd word that you’re using.”

“It’s a medical term,” Uesugi explained. “Well, so far, so good. And your point?”

“Right,” Hikaru dragged out. “Well now, I was wondering… whether you know of any other way to get yourself to… ejaclate.”

“Ejaculate,” the doctor corrected him. “It’s fine, you can use any term that feels okay to you.” Then he mused on the question. “What do you mean, another way?”

“Well,” Hikaru mumbled, blushing. “A way that doesn’t necessarily involve stimulating your thing.”

“Without stimulating the penis?” Uesugi asked in surprise.

Hikaru merely nodded weakly.

“Like how?” the doctor asked.

The boy just averted his gaze and shrugged.

The doctor smiled. “Well, you must have had some kind of idea, experience, or something to get this kind of idea?”

Hikaru remained silent for a moment, but then looked up again.

“Okay,” he began, “I… I just wanted to… well, I jerked off and then I kind of… I pushed some fingers in…” he paused, checking back with the doctor.

Uesugi just looked at him patiently and gave him a short nod. “It’s fine. Please, continue.”

“Okay,” Hikaru sighed out. “So, I was fingering myself and then there was… something that felt really good and I kept… well, stimulating and it all built up and in the end… well, I came, just feeling that. Do you know what that is? Have you heard of that before?”

Uesugi looked at him for a long while. Then he nodded.

“I’ve heard of such a phenomenon,” Uesugi told him.

“You have?” Hikaru blurted out, sounding relieved. “What is it?”

“Well, I’ve come across it before. But it seems to be rare,” the doctor explained. “As far as my experience goes, it seems to be a kind of slight perversion.”

At that Hikaru’s eyes grew wide. “Wha- p-perversion?”

“It’s nothing dangerous,” the doctor explained. “I’m saying that as means of an abnormality that is mainly harmless, but will have effect on you, because you find it stimulating.”

“But…” Hikaru stuttered, shaking his head. “I don’t think that’s what it is.”

Uesugi blinked at him.

“Well,” Hikaru tried to explain, “I mean, it’s not like the feeling of, you know, having something in there would result in that reaction. I’ve had a lot of experience like that and even when I like it, it doesn’t make me come just having something inside. It’s more like… there is this one special place and when I press against it, that will feel good. Like, really good. Is that a perversion?”

The doctor considered him for a while. “Well,” he finally mused, “I haven’t had a report like that before. So, you’re saying there is something inside of you that makes you feel that way? Something physical?”

Hikaru nodded. “Do you have any idea what that could be?”

“Quite honestly, not really,” Uesugi sighed. “I mean, there are a lot of things in your intestine and I’m not clear about the function of every single one of them… If that is true… If something inside your body can bring about ejaculation without outer stimulation… I wonder how… why?”

Hikaru sighed sadly. “I had hoped you could help me.”

“Listen here, I’ll do some research, okay?” Uesugi offered. “If I get any news, I’ll call you in.”

“Okay, thank you,” Hikaru said with a small smile.

“Now, now, you’ll be okay. I’m glad to see that you’re healthy.”

“Thank you, doctor. Please call me if you have news,” Hikaru said with a bow.

“I shall,” Uesugi nodded at him.

Then Hikaru was out the door.

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“Nakao-kun,” Kajiyama-sensei called out. “Please write the charms for tonight’s event.”

“Hai, sensei,” Katsumi replied and bowed before he ran off into the little building with the writing utensils in it, the rake he’d been using to collect leaves falling to the floor, forgotten.

He started to scribble little wishes on small pieces of paper, carefully placing them into the already prepared pouches. Closing the items carefully and tying them up, he then placed them in a little box next to him.

Writing charms was one of Katsumi’s favourite temple activities and while he wasn’t even a true apprentice to be a monk, the head of the temple, Kajiyama-sensei, assigned him to this task a lot. He was really grateful for that too. Kajiyama-sensei was altogether a really good person. Katsumi had fled to his temple when his family had wanted to marry him off into another clan area, threatening him when he refused. After he had explained his difficult situation, Kajiyama had agreed to take Katsumi in, giving him a bed and food in exchange for general temple work, like cleaning, cooking, gardening, laundry and event arrangements like preparing incense sticks, or charms.

He finished his task within the following two hours. When he was done, the box was full with little charm pouches. Katsumi swiftly got up and carried the box forward in front of the big kami figure, placing it carefully in a small circle on the ground. He bowed, took three incense sticks and lit them. He waved the sticks over the box several times, then stuck them into the big deep plate that was filled with sand and meant to hold them. He removed the older burnt sticks and discarded them into a box at the side. Then he went back to the charms, standing in front of the box, clapping his hands twice before bowing. He repeated that three times, before picking one charm out of the box and placing it in the hand of the kami figure. Another deep bow. Then he took a deep breath and picked the box up from the ground, taking it outside with him.

“I’m done,” he declared happily.

Kajiyama-sansei smiled at him. “Well done, Nakao-kun. Thank you. Will you please place the box in the main building?”

“Hai,” Katsumi replied, bowed deeply and ran off to finish his task.

Just as the boy was about to resume his former work, Kajiyama-sensei called him off again.

“Nakao-kun, you’ve worked hard today. Why don’t you go and rest a bit before the ceremony?”

The boy blinked a little. “Well, I can finish this, it’s not a problem,” he shrugged.

Kajiyama merely smiled at him. “It is important to remain your strength. Just because you can still do this and that, doesn’t mean you should exhaust yourself to the point where you will merely break down. You should watch out for your body and listen to what it needs.”

Katsumi thought on that for a while, trying to assess his current condition. “Well,” he mumbled, “my back hurts a bit. And my head, juts a little.”

“See?” Kajiyama said. “And you didn’t even notice. You are still young, you know, but you should still hold and think sometimes what you are currently doing, what you want and need to do and how you are feeling.”

“Hai, sensei,” Katsumi nodded. “Thank you.”

“Don’t forget it.”

“I won’t,” the boy promised.

“Very well,” Kajiyama said in a pleased voice, “then go on home now and rest. I want you in your best condition tonight.”

Katsumi nodded at the older man with a smile, bowed politely and then ran off home.

Maybe Hikaru is still in and we can eat together?

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“Oh, you’re not going out?” Go asked, trying to sound surprised rather than disappointed.

“Some of our fields have been raided and our crop has been stolen,” Kurakawa said irritatedly. “I have to find out who did this and who let it happen.”

Go simply nodded, resuming his studies. He started up, though, when someone knocked.

“Yes,” Kurakawa grunted out.

In came a tall man clad in an impressive uniform that carried the Kurakawa family emblem on both shoulders and on the chest, right over the man’s heart. He was a bit aged, but he seemed quite vivid and strong. He bowed deeply, not straightening up before he started to speak.

“Kurakawa-sama,” the man stated, “I have ordered all of your land keepers to gather here in about 2 hours.”

“Very well,” Kurakawa nodded, mainly to himself, not even looking in the man’s direction.

Go cleared his throat. “Father…”

At that his father turned, seeing the other man standing in the door.

“Oh, Endo-san. Please, stand. Or better even, sit.”

Endo’s head went just a little bit lower for a moment before he straightened himself and sat himself down at the table.

“Thank you, master,” he said politely.

“Would you like to have tea?” Go asked, happy to find a distraction from his studies.

Endo smiled at him. “You should not go out of your ways on my behalf.”

“But I haven’t seen you in forever,” Go said with a slight pout. “Plus, I can still finish this later, as we’re not going out.”

Endo blinked at him. “Oh, you had planned on going out?”

“Well,” Go mumbled in a low voice, “father usually sets out to Kyoto on weekends.”

“And you’ve made it a habit to join him?” Endo asked, raising a brow.

“I believe he has found appeal in the theatre and it’s… attractions,” Kurakawa cut into the conversation, his voice amused.

Go blushed furiously at that and shot daggers at his father. “I went with you just that one time,” he tried to defend himself.

Endo just laughed mirthfully. “Oh, I see. Well, I guess he really is in that age. But then, if it appeals to you so much, I don’t see why you should not go,” he suggested.

Go blinked at him. “What – going alone?”

“Why not?” Endo shrugged. “Once you have finished your studies,” he added with a wink.

Go grinned at him. Then he considered the thought. He looked over to his father warily.

“Father?” he asked, licking his lips.

Kurakawa considered him for a while, then shrugged. “So long as you finish your tasks, you are free to go,” he decided.

“Really?” Go burst out happily. “Thank you. Then, I will finish this quickly.”

He cast an apologetic look at Endo, but the older man just smiled at him. “Go on, finish this and then run off.”

The boy nodded, still grinning, and quickly continued with his studies.

I’ll see Hikaru…

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It had felt awkward at first, going by himself. People cast him interested or wary looks and he didn’t really know where to go, or what to do, but he adopted quickly. He bought himself a little snack and wandered up and down the streets, getting to know the new surroundings. Going with his father he had only walked given roads, but now he was free to walk wherever he pleased and he enjoyed his little exploration. It didn’t take too long before the theatre opened its doors anyway and he bought a ticket, one that allowed him a better view of the stage than he’d had the last time and got in.

The play was nice and it had beautiful songs, and yet it felt like forever until the second act finally started and then some more until finally, finally, he heard that voice again. He unconsciously bit his lip as he saw Hikaru’s figure moving out onto stage, following his every movement, completely mesmerised. He could watch it forever, the dance, the singing, it was downright beautiful. At one point he though Hikaru had actually spotted him, because the boy gave a short wink into his direction that had his heart skip a beat. In retrospective it was stupid to think so. After all, the room was bursting with people and the area for the audience was rather dark. But just maybe… well, he could ask Hikaru about that later. And that thought got him excited again. Later, he would meet the boy again, face to face.

However, as much as he had anticipated that opportunity throughout the play, once it was over Go found himself frozen in place. He knew it was no different from the last time, just that this time he’d have to give the boy money. But still, it was the same. And yet he somehow couldn’t get himself to get up and go to seek Hikaru out. Why? It wasn’t anything unusual, or uncommon. Maybe he was too nervous, because he wouldn’t’ know what to tell the boy at the backdoor. His father had arranged things for him during the last time, after all. But he had also introduced him, so it shouldn’t be that much of a problem. He’d also promised to be back. But what if it ended up being awkward?

“Sir, I’m really very sorry.”

Go jumped out of his seat, looking about nervously.

“I’m really sorry, sir,” the girl that had spoken to him repeated. “We want to start cleaning the seating area,” she explained with a bow.

Go looked at her somewhere between irritated and confused and simply nodded. “Sorry,” he mumbled out as he quickly left the hall.

Once outside he took a glance at the little side-road his father had taken to the backdoor of the theatre the other night. He bit his lip. Then he braced himself and decided “screw it”. It’s not like the boy could refuse him, really. So, he couldn’t exactly lose. He strode off, but yet made sure as little people as possible would see him slipping into the small alley. Not too far into it there stood the guy his father had introduced him to, a few feet away from the door.

“Oh,” Saito greeted him, sounding surprised. “Why hello, junior Kurakawa-sama.”

The boy bowed and looked at him expectantly.

“Yeah,” Go stuttered, cursing inwardly as he felt his face heating up. “I was wondering… could I see Hikaru?”

“Hikaru-kun,” Saito dragged out thoughtfully. “Why?”

Go blinked at him. Then he frowned. That stupid act really annoyed him. But then, he thought it would be better to play along.

“I think I might have dropped something in there and I thought maybe he has found it?” Go offered.

Saito seemed satisfied with that and nodded. “I’ll go and ask him,” he said. “You wait here.”

Go merely nodded and watched as the boy slipped in. It was only two minutes later that the door opened again and Go sighed in relief at the prospect of finally leaving the street. However, as he looked up, he saw that it was not Saito, who had come out the door, but an old land lord. He knew him, his father had done business with him before. The man merely gave him a curt nod and swiftly left, going back out onto the main road. Go stared after him.

“Well then, Kurakawa-sama,” Saito’s voice caught his attention. “Please, do come in.”

Go turned his head and stared at him.

“Hikaru’s waiting for you in the costume storage,” Saito explained, opening the door for him.

Go, however, did not move. He just kept staring.

Saito sighed. “Should I get Hikaru to pick you up here?” he asked.

That, however, was the moment Go finally moved. He turned on his heel and ran back out onto the open road, his only thought to get back home as quickly as possible.


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Omg, poor Go-kun! T_T Oh, but this is something that'll be solved quickly. Well, ultimately it might still be a problem for a while... Argh, their situation is really not the best. I'm open to helpful suggestions. ^_^ Btw, I've been thinking about giving a little introductory post, where I introduce all the side characters in a little bit more detail, like Endo-san, or Kajiyama-sensei. I hope my throwing them in randomly is not too confusing. LOL at Hikaru's little experiment. XD  You go, honey! Hope you liked. ^^

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