Lucky Charm (Bring me Love) - Chapter 10: My life renewed *FINAL* (part 1)

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Pairing: KinKi Kids
Other characters: Nagase Tomoya, MA, 4U, Uchi Hiroki, KAT-TUN mainly
Rating: NC-17 (whoever has read the story thus far, but doesn't like it graphic... yes, they're finally doing it. Swith to part two, if you like)
Disclaimer: Don't own them, just love them ^^
Setting: AU
Warnings: Bit angsty, swearing, graphic sexual situations
Multi-Chapter


Note: Yes, I'm updating. I'm so sorry, I know it's been like... forever. The only thing I can offer as an atempt to appeal is that I've really been writing a lot, on a number of stories, one-shots and multies. There will be a number of updates in the near future. I haven't posted anything before finishing this one, because that way I was forced to work myself through the final. It was a long way, but now finally I'm happy with the out-come. I hope you will be too. Please, enjoy. :D

Intro: Koichi has to face his feelings for Tsuyoshi. And as if that wasn't enough, a lot of other emotions come with it too. What's more, both Koichi and Koichi learn that while switching into an unknown dimension can be very distressful, chaning back has its difficulties too...





“Yes, yes, I’m coming.”
Tsuyoshi frowned when his doorbell rang harshly for the fourth time. He wondered for a moment why the visitor had not been announced to him, but the sound was too disturbing for clear thinking. When he finally ripped the door open, he stopped, starring wide-eyed.
“Can I come in?” Koichi asked evenly.
Tsuyoshi was still staring, then blinked several times, before nodding, even though a frown appeared on his face.
“S-sure, do come in. What is it?” he wanted to know.
“We said we’d talk,” Koichi explained. “Some time…”
“Oh… Well, yeah…”




“Tsuyoshi,” Koichi began, as he looked helplessly at the man in front of him, “I don’t want to talk.”
Tsuyoshi’s frown deepened. “Then, why are you here?”
“I don’t know,” Koichi sighed. “I don’t know what’s happening to me. Lately… I’ve been agitated. Restless, if you will call it that. I’ve been pushing my crew like mad. Kame almost broke down. But I just can’t seem to sit still. Tackey forced me to come down a bit and… All these strange things keep happening. See?” he asked, pointing at his once again watery eyes. “It’s happening again. I don’t know what this is. I don’t want it to happen. Why is it? Why am I like this? What… are you doing to me?” The tears in his eyes were slowly building up and he wiped at them angrily.
“I don’t know, Koichi,” Tsuyoshi whispered, sounding broken. “What am I doing to you?”
“I… I…” Koichi heaved. “I have these weird feelings. But I don’t want them. I don’t want this. It’ll ruin everything. We won’t be the same. What if it doesn’t work out? And if the wrong people find out…”




“Don’t be stupid, Koichi,” Tsuyoshi chuckled.
He couldn’t have told later where he took the courage from, but he stepped forward and pulled Koichi to his body, wrapping his arms around him tightly. Much to his surprise there was no fighting on Koichi’s part.
“Where are your logics now?” he asked softly, his arms loosening, bust still holding onto the other. “Nothing will be ruined. We’ve come this far and I’ll follow you to the end of the world, no matter what. And really, there are people hate us as it is.”
“That’s not what I mean,” Koichi sighed. “What about… work?”
“Work?” Tsuyoshi asked, surprised. “That’s what you are worried about? Why? There’s no way Johnny-san would allow word to get out. So long as we’re just a bit careful, we’re safe. So, what exactly do you expect would change?”




“I don’t know,” Koichi sighed. Somehow his arms found their way around Tsuyoshi’s form, holding on, making him feel safe. “Maybe…” He sighed, giving in and smiling slightly. “Maybe I’m scared… because I can’t control it…”
Tsuyoshi chuckled lightly. “Love doesn’t know reason,” he quoted.
“So it would seem,” Koichi agreed. “So,” he mused, drawing back enough to look at the other man, “I guess we should… do something?”
Tsuyoshi laughed at that. “Wow, Koichi, that’s… oh, how could I resist if you’re trying to seduce me like that.”
Koichi blinked. “Eh? Who is…”




He was cut off by a pair of lips claiming his demandingly and Koichi found he could do nothing but sigh in delight as he finally got what he had secretly – even to himself – craved ever since he had experienced it for the first time. It was time to stop fighting, he decided. He let himself be washed away by prickling sensations. Hot breath tickled his face, a deep voice hummed against his lips, a vicious tongue stroked his, fingers curling in his hair and it almost made him lose his mind. Almost… He heard Tsuyoshi moaning into his mouth happily and it made him flinch. With a small pained sound he pulled back, looking at Tsuyoshi warily.




“Please,” Tsuyoshi whispered, a fearful look in his eyes. “Please don’t run away now. I can’t stand it anymore. I…”
“I know,” Koichi cut in. His hand moved to softly stroke his partner’s cheek. “I know that. And I’m sorry… for making you suffer. The truth is, when I think of you, I… I have feelings for you. I’ve learned to accept that by now. But I’m still… scared,” he admitted shamefully. “Of actually doing it,” he specified.
“Scared?” Tsuyoshi asked, blinking. “Of what?”
“Well, I’m actually afraid of two things,” Koichi explained. “Two possibilities that I don’t think I could handle. The first one is the thought that while I feel comfortable around you and enjoy being close and also the kissing, the moment it’s getting… you know, to the real thing, I’ll actually be grossed out and push you away, because I cannot give you everything and you’ll hate me, because you’ll think I’ve been leading you on.”




“I’m not going to hate you,” Tsuyoshi assured him.
“It’s a fact,” Koichi impressed on the other, “that I haven’t been together with a man like that ever before. I don’t know… what I’ll do.”
“It’s okay,” Tsuyoshi assured him. “I don’t want to push you in any way.”
“You’re sweet,” Koichi smiled thankfully.
“What’s the second one?” Tsuyoshi wanted to know. “The other thing you’re afraid of.”
Koichi laughed slightly. “You might think it’s weird, but the second one… is the exact opposite. You know, I always wanted to prove all those idiots wrong, who labelled me gay and stuff. I wouldn’t even allow myself to even think it could possibly be true. But now that I’m here with you, learn these feelings, what if that is exactly who I am? What if I’ve been denying myself that kind of happiness all this time? And what if… what if I will love it? What if I’ll lose myself in it and don’t find my way back and ultimately lose my mind, because I can’t even recognize myself? I… I’m too old for a coming out. I don’t think I can handle it.”




“Don’t be stupid,” Tsuyoshi chuckled softly. “You can handle anything. Same as me. If you should happen to find that you don’t really want it, I’ll accept it, I promise. But I want to know… don’t you?”
“I… yeah.”
Tsuyoshi’s heart jumped excitedly. Finally Koichi had given him permission to… everything. He understood that Koichi was willing to offer him his everything. Now it was up to him to make Koichi enjoy their… well, time together.
“Koichi, I…” he muttered, “I’ve wanted to do this forever. And I…”
“Tsuyoshi,” Koichi interrupted him.
“Hm?”




“There’s a time for conversation and a time for actions. And right now it’s not the time for conversation.”
Tsuyoshi blushed at that. “Oh…”
Then his lips were covered, sealed by Koichi’s and all words, or whatever else had been on his mind were forgotten. It was not their first kiss, but it felt like that, both of them finally free of doubts and restraints. It was a pure kiss that held nothing but love with the hint of desire in its wake as tongues started to venture out, duelling deliciously, making both of them sigh in delight.
“Mh,” Koichi hummed as they parted. “I really like your kisses. They taste sweet.”
Tsuyoshi tenderly touched their noses together. “I really like kissing you too,” he agreed. “Koichi…” he whispered as his lips moved from Koichi’s lips to his cheek, giving a soft peck before moving on to his jawline, “I want to kiss all of you. Every inch of your body.”




Koichi moaned slightly as he felt his partner’s lips nipping at his neck. His hand fisted in Tsuyoshi’s shirt, holding on tightly.
“Tsuyoshi,” he breathed out. “I… maybe… maybe we should go to the bedroom,” he suggested, his face heating up.
Tsuyoshi drew back and the loss of warmth almost made Koichi whimper, but he smiled gently as the other took his hand and led him to a door at the other end of the apartment. As he opened it, Koichi looked inside a room that held warm orange and light brown colours on sheets, carpet and heavy curtains. The bed was huge with what looked like a dozen of cushions on it. It was rather high, like you would see it in a high class hotel, and neatly covered with a heavy cloth that Tsuyoshi rushed to pull off the silky sheets underneath.
“Wow,” Koichi gawked. “That’s… you have this only for yourself?”




“I am not a virgin, if that’s the question,” Tsuyoshi explained, “and neither are you. I don’t think that should be a problem. I’m not a man-eater, though. I just like my surroundings… pleasant.”
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to sound like I judge you,” Koichi assured him. “It’s not like that. You’re right, we’re both not innocent and I agree, it really doesn’t matter. I was merely… surprised. I didn’t expect something like this, is all. Although I’m sure the setting helps in the process of seduction,” he winked.
Tsuyoshi grinned at him as he approached him again, his hands coming up to start unbuttoning Koichi’s shirt.
“I really don’t need any help there,” he stated leisurely.
“Ah,” Koichi chuckled, watching his partner opening his shirt completely.




He took in a sharp breath as soft hands tested the skin underneath, running over his chest to learn its texture. His own hands were merely hanging down, blocking Tsuyoshi’s hands from going further than his sides. He concentrated on the new sensation. A number of people had touched him in such a way, but he knew it was different from what he was feeling with Tsuyoshi. He tried to identify the new feeling, but found himself lost.
“You have a beautiful body,” Tsuyoshi mumbled absentmindedly, still stroking over his skin.
“Thank you,” Koichi muttered back in an equal manner.
“Don’t you… want to feel mine?” Tsuyoshi asked.
He sounded wary and Koichi understood that his partner must have misunderstood his lack of action.
“Oh, I do,” he assured quickly. “I’m sorry, I… I don’t think I’ve ever been touched like that,” he tried to explain.




“I thought we were done discussing that,” Tsuyoshi frowned.
“No, I mean… the way you touch me is quite… unique.”
“I’m very glad to hear that,” Tsuyoshi smiled.
“And I do want to feel your body,” Koichi repeated.
To emphasize his point he grabbed the front of Tsuyoshi’s shirt harshly and pulled at it, trying to rip it open. However, neither buttons nor fabric gave way to his actions. He sighed in frustrations as his attempts showed no result.
“I get it,” Tsuyoshi said gently.




He took a step back and brought his own hands up to do the job. Koichi, who felt embarrassed over his failure, could only stare as the other almost teasingly undid the buttons, one at a time, revealing his own chest inch by inch, making Koichi forget everything else. Once the shirt was open Tsuyoshi easily shrugged it off his shoulders and let it slip to the floor. Koichi mimicked the action, which left both of them bare-chested. Koichi bit his lip at the sight. Tsuyoshi’s body looked tempting. He felt like it was calling out for him to touch it, kiss it and play with it. His body seemed to move on its own accord as he stepped closer to Tsuyoshi again, his hands feeling up his body. It felt warm and unexpectedly soft. He had thought he’d feel weird touching a male chest, but there was not a trace of awkwardness. His fingers moved only too naturally over the body offered to him.
“Koichi,” Tsuyoshi whispered, “I want to touch you.”




Koichi nodded happily, waiting for another attack of teasing fingers. All the more he felt surprised when he suddenly felt something very different. Tsuyoshi grabbed his arm and pulled him close and Koichi felt arms around his form, but much more strikingly there was hot flesh touching his own. A thrill went through his body like lightning, making him moan in surprise. He knew in that instant that his fears were coming true. The mere touch of skin on skin already made him lose his mind and they weren’t even completely naked yet. However, the close body contact gave him indications, pictures, ideas of what they could be doing, would be doing in a mere few minutes and the thought alone had another moan escape his lips.




“Mh, eager,” Tsuyoshi whispered teasingly against his lips.
“I guess we both are,” Koichi argued, rubbing his hips against the other’s.
Tsuyoshi gasped at the move, although it didn’t surprise him as much as his realization that his dick was already growing hard and twitching excitedly.
“Oh god, Koichi, I want you,” he moaned out, mimicking the movement, rubbing their hips together more urgently and making both of them moan again.
“Yes,” Koichi whispered.




He gripped Tsuyoshi’s shoulder blades tightly, pulling at him, moving both of them backwards together until they stumbled and ungracefully fell onto the bed. Neither of them minded, though. Their hands moved restlessly over hot skin, teasing, gripping, feeling each other up. They happily explored each other, first with hands only, then Tsuyoshi moved on and touched his wet, swollen lips to Koichi’s collarbone. He delighted in his lover’s reaction, which came immediately in form of a delicious shudder. He was greedy for Koichi’s twitching muscles, his hitching breath and his soft moans. His lips moved up and down Koichi’s chest, giving hot teasing kisses, then he started to lap at the skin offered to him. It tasted absolutely wonderful, he couldn’t get enough of it.




Koichi in the meantime found himself lost to the sensations, unable to do anything but stroke his hands up and down his lover’s back to urge him to continue the wonderful treatment. He felt hot, his skin almost burning at every stimulation it received. While his body was starting to feel higher by the second, his mind was lost to him. He was feeling light-headed, but it made the sensations wracking his body all the more intense. Hands and lips were teasing him simultaneously, making him writhe and grind his body against the one covering him, leaving no doubt about what he wanted and he felt no shame over showing his desire. Apparently Tsuyoshi understood his indications. Koichi grinned as he felt impatient hands wandering to his pants, unbuckling his belt before almost ripping the button open and smashing his fly down. Fingers were reaching into his boxers and for a second Koichi thought he would pass out.




“No,” he gasped out.
All movement against and on him stopped.
“No?”
Koichi opened his eyes to find his lover giving him a pained look. He smiled gently up at his lover. Without hesitation Koichi grabbed the back of the other’s neck with a strong hand and pulled him down into a passionate kiss. Tsuyoshi was hesitant at first, but then found into the mood and kissed back enthusiastically.
“Sorry,” Koichi muttered into the kiss.
“Hm?” the other muttered, Koichi’s earlier exclamation already forgotten.
Koichi drew back enough to look at his partner. “I’m a bit… I’m too excited,” he admitted shamefully. “I don’t want it to end like this – a pre-mature finish with not even my pants off.”




“If you want to come, you can do it,” Tsuyoshi assured him. “We can still…”
Koichi merely shook his head, though. “No. I… don’t get me wrong. I want it. God, do I want it,” he sighed. “But first… I want to… touch you too.”
“Oh god, yes,” Tsuyoshi urged him, already pulling at Koichi’s body to turn them around.
“Ah,” Koichi interrupted yet again, pulling away far enough to be able to move freely. “I want to touch all of you.”
With that he finished opening his pants and, sitting at the edge of the bed, quickly shoved them over his hips and down his legs, taking his boxers off right with them. Tsuyoshi couldn’t help staring. While he could only see Koichi’s back at first he soon got a good view of the man’s rear as he bent down to remove his socks. He licked his lips. The thoughts crossing his mind made him blush and feel disgusted with himself at the same time. Seeing what he wanted he couldn’t think of anything but claim the still-covered hole he’d been wanting to feel for so many years. Soon enough Koichi brought his mind back to their current situation, though. Taking one deep breath he flipped himself over to kneel on the bed, facing his lover, who was still inspecting him. Koichi looked inappropriately insecure, his arms twitching nervously as he obviously kept himself from covering his private parts. His cock was already hard and Tsuyoshi licked his lips at the sight.




“Hot,” he breathed out.
That alone seemed to bring Koichi’s self-esteem back. He grinned as he robbed forward, moving Tsuyoshi onto his back and daringly straddling his hips. The younger man gasped as he felt warm flesh covering his hips, feeling Koichi’s thighs pressing against him deliciously. His gaze shifted upwards as Koichi leaned forward, supporting himself on his arms with his hands pressed into the mattress left and right in the small space between Tsuyoshi’s shoulders and ears.
“What are you staring at?” Koichi asked teasingly, the grin still on his face.
“I, ah…” Tsuyoshi stuttered, unable to form a coherent sentence as Koichi’s naked form stretched over him so temptingly.
“Eyes up here,” Koichi commanded.




He wiggled his hips suggestively for a second before pushing them down and backwards, shifting to sit further down Tsuyoshi’s thighs, purposefully applying pressure on the other’s crotch along the way. Tsuyoshi gasped, but kept his eyes on Koichi’s and his body submissive under his lover’s. With a satisfied nod Koichi dipped down to give Tsuyoshi’s lips a short peck before lifting himself back up into a straight position and with his once again free hands working Tsuyoshi’s pants open. However, as he moved to slide down further, Tsuyoshi’s hand grabbed his arm.
“No, don’t go away,” he pleaded.
“I’m not going anywhere,” Koichi chuckled.
“Just…”




Tsuyoshi urged him to lift his hips and Koichi complied, giving his lover room to grab his own pants and boxers and pull them off. He didn’t get a chance to take care of his socks as Koichi quickly lowered himself again. They both moaned as their hot flesh came into contact for the first time. For a second Koichi thought about simply skipping the rest of the foreplay, but he saw Tsuyoshi’s length still needed a bit of “inspiration”, so he proceeded. Tsuyoshi’s body was tempting enough, so he moved forward, this time resting his body on his partner’s. He sighed, their bodies felt like they were already melting together. His experience in the field was at least considerate, but he couldn’t remember ever feeling like that. His mouth found Tsuyoshi’s neck and he nipped and sucked at it happily. Tsuyoshi mewled, smoothing his hands down Koichi’s side and to his hips to drive their erections together, causing wonderful friction. Koichi tried to stay concentrated, but he found it difficult, so he quickly moved down his lover’s body, detaching their dicks from each other, at least for the moment. One of Tsuyoshi’s hands fisted in his hair as he covered a nipple with his mouth and first lapped at it repeatedly before starting to suck.
“Oh my god,” Tsuyoshi gasped out.




It had been a long time for him and the fact alone that it was really Koichi doing that to him already had him soaring. Encouraged by the outburst Koichi increased his efforts. One of his hands stroked Tsuyoshi’s hips suggestively while his lips graced his partner’s chest, slowly moving down. As he reached the navel, he touched his nose to the very faint line of hair that sprang from the area, then kissing his way down the treasure trail. Tsuyoshi took in a sharp breath, wondering if Koichi would actually go all the way – and he did. With determined fingers he grabbed Tsuyoshi’s length, smoothing it up and down several times, before holding it steady and taking the head into his mouth experimentally. Much to his surprise it wasn’t an unpleasant sensation. Somehow the thought of blowing had always been a critical point for him. He had always wondered whether he would like to do it. Well, not that it was exactly a pleasant feeling to have a dick in your mouth, but it was just nice enough to hear Tsuyoshi moan and feel him shudder underneath him. Just knowing that he gave his partner pleasure like that made it an enjoyable experience.




“Koichi,” Tsuyoshi moaned out. “I… I want you.”
With one last soothing lick Koichi left his lover’s member and slid up to face him.
“Thank goodness, I’m really getting blue balls here,” he sighed.
Tsuyoshi chuckled slightly at that. He looked lovingly at Koichi.
“So… what do we want to do now?” he asked carefully.
“What do you want to do?” Koichi asked back teasingly.
“Well,” the other stuttered. “I…”
“I know what you want,” Koichi told him. “But I want to hear it. Tell me, Tsuyoshi. Tell me what you want to do.”




“Oh god, Koichi, I want to fuck you so bad.”
The words suddenly made Koichi feel awkward.
“I know,” he smiled. “And I want you to do it too.”
“Really?” Tsuyoshi asked, sounding astounded.
Koichi laughed. “Yeah, really. Now come and get me hot.”
“Oh yeah.”
Within a second Tsuyoshi had tackled a giggling Koichi to the bed and groped him up and down. Soon enough Koichi’s giggling changed back into sighs and laboured breathing, making his feel all hot and bothered again. The urge to have his lover inside of him became almost unbearable. Yes, he wanted it. At least he thought he did until he felt Tsuyoshi’s hands groping in between his legs and fumbling around his virgin hole.




“Uhn,” Koichi sighed, trying to relax, but suddenly feeling very uneasy. “T-tsuyoshi, I…”
Tsuyoshi stopped to check on his lover. “Okay?” he asked.
“I… I’m not sure,” Koichi admitted. “I mean, I… I don’t know.”
“Koichi, you don’t have to… force yourself,” Tsuyoshi assured him, although his pulsating dick was already feeling bothered.
“No, I want to,” Koichi insisted. “It’s just… I’ve never done this, so… it feels a bit weird.”
“I’ll be careful,” Tsuyoshi promised.
He stretched his arms to retrieve a bottle of lube from the top drawer in the night stand. Koichi still felt insecure, but decided that he had to give it a try. He forced his body to remain calm as he spread himself out for his lover.
“God, Koichi, you look so hot,” Tsuyoshi told him.
“If you go in dry, I’ll kill you,” Koichi warned him.
“No way,” the other frowned. “I would never.”




Koichi nodded, lying back. He closed his eyes, trying to relax. His muscles flinched slightly as cool slick fingers played around his most sensitive area. He took a deep breath and held it. Tsuyoshi’s finger was playing around his hole, circling, playing, trying to make him loose. It was actually a nice feeling. Even so he gasped as the tip of the finger slid into his body. It didn’t hurt, but it felt strange. Tsuyoshi’s finger moved slowly, carefully, but it kept pushing in deeper each time it came back. Koichi frowned. While it didn’t hurt it was far from pleasant and suddenly the thought of having the other’s dick doing that didn’t hold a lot of appeal anymore. Koichi hissed slightly as he felt a second finger forcing its way into his body. That, of course, was still only the beginning. Tsuyoshi was careful, loving, and considerate. He stretched Koichi’s muscles thoroughly, until a third fingers slid in quite easily. Still, the pleasant feeling did not kick in. It was then that Tsuyoshi let the third finger slide out again and started to thrust the remaining two deeper, stroking his fingertips against Koichi’s walls and slowly Koichi thought that there actually was a feeling. Tsuyoshi kept thrusting in various angles, a look of deep concentration on his face.




“Come on,” he hissed.
Koichi frowned, wondering what his lover was up to, but before he could ask Tsuyoshi finally hit home, pressing against his prostate and making Koichi moan out in surprise.
“Found it,” Tsuyoshi grinned triumphantly. “Now I’m gonna make you feel good,” he promised.
His fingers angled and pressed into Koichi’s body repeatedly, massaging his spot again and again and Koichi forgot all previous doubts, his body shaking with lust and the desire for more.
“Oh my god, so good,” he moaned. “Yes, yes…” Then he whined as the fingers left his body. “No, don’t stop,” he complained.
“Ssshhhh,” Tsuyoshi shushed him. He kissed Koichi’s neck tenderly. “Now I’ll make love to you.”
“Fine,” Koichi sighed frustratedly, “but hurry.”




In any other situation Tsuyoshi would have teased his lover for his needy attitude, but in that moment he was feeling the urge as well and so he simply did as commanded and quickly grabbed a rubber, attached it and slicked his length up. The remains simply went into the sheets before he positioned himself between Koichi’s legs. For a second he wondered if maybe he was just caught in another wet dream, but the sight in front of him took away any stupid thoughts. Koichi was lying on his back, ready and waiting for him – for him.
“Ready?” Tsuyoshi asked, as he placed his length at his lover’s entrance.
“Yes,” Koichi hissed out. “Do it already.”
With a short nod Tsuyoshi pressed his head against the ring of muscles. It was wide and loose and let him slip in with close to no resistance. Even so Koichi’s breath hitched at the move, but he remained still. Slowly, carefully, Tsuyoshi slid himself the rest of the way in, trying hard to restrain himself from doing anything that could possibly hurt his lover. Once he was well in he paused, taking a deep breath. Koichi was hot, tight and gripping his flesh wonderfully. On the entry he hadn’t appreciated it thoroughly, concentrating on going slow and not hurting Koichi. As the feeling finally seeped in he groaned, the need to move growing stronger.




“Is it okay?” he asked Koichi, sounding needy.
Koichi smiled at him and nodded. “Let me feel you.”
Taking one more deep breath Tsuyoshi urged Koichi’s legs further apart and then started to slowly move back and forth, giving a few experimental thrusts. When Koichi sighed in delight Tsuyoshi grew bolder, moving more urgently.
“Tell me when it doesn’t feel right,” he told Koichi.
However, Koichi fell prey to a very new sensation – one that he had never experienced before and wasn’t prepared for. Tsuyoshi was still trying to find his prostate again, but his cock was stroking Koichi’s inner walls and the feeling of Tsuyoshi in and on him, the fact that there was a dick inside of him, that he was getting fucked, legs spread out and hole twitching was making him go mad with lust. His hips started to buck of their own accord, wanting more, driving Tsuyoshi in deeper still. The sensation alone felt like it could make him come.
“Oh god, more, please!”




Tsuyoshi drove into him harsh and fast, making Koichi moan and lick his lips. The younger man changed his angle, trying to find Koichi’s prostate. It was hard to concentrate, though. Koichi’s hole was gripping him tightly, the delicious heat tempting him to simply go for the goal and release the pressure inside his all too willing lover.
“Koichi, you feel so good,” he moaned.
“Tsuyoshi…”
Koichi gripped his lover’s shoulders tightly, pulling him closer to his body until Tsuyoshi couldn’t even thrust into him anymore, the only action remaining possible a demanding grinding that made both of them shudder.
“Tsuyoshi, Tsuyoshi,” Koichi repeated his lover’s name like a mantra. “Oh god, I feel so hot.”
“Tell me where it’s good,” Tsuyoshi told him, changing his angle yet again.




Koichi frowned. His body was shaking with pleasure, but that one last satisfaction was missing. He moved his hand to start stroking his cock and it felt so good be bucked out again, but that was still not it. With a sigh he pushed Tsuyoshi back, who yelped slightly as he lost balance and slid out of the other.
“What are you doing?” he demanded, but easily gave way as Koichi shoved him onto his back.
Once again Koichi seated himself on his partner, this time taking the pulsing dick back inside his body. He moaned loudly as the hot flesh slid inside his body again. His hands went to support him against Tsuyoshi’s chest as he started to drive himself down on that delicious cock again and again riding Tsuyoshi for what he was worth. He bounced up and down, shifting, pushing, trying to find that one special spot that made him see stars. And then, with a harsh push he found it and his eyes rolled to the back of his head, a deep groan escaping him.
“Oh god, there,” he sighed in delight. “There it is.”




“Good,” Tsuyoshi panted out, thrusting up against his lover.
Then, however, he yelped again as Koichi slapped against his chest.
“Stay still,” Koichi demanded, trying to find his spot again.
Tsuyoshi couldn’t help a light chuckle, but did as he was told, letting Koichi enjoy his ride as he pleased. And Koichi did. He kept pressing back against the pulsing flesh filling his hole, driving it against that magic spot. His entire body flushed, his mouth open as he panted harshly, driving himself closer and closer towards completion. The pressure from his prostate started to spread through his entire lower body and he sped up, brows furrowed deeply as he concentrated on the feeling that was driving him higher and higher until he thought he couldn’t take it anymore, but something kept him from exploding. Then he screamed as he felt a hand on his dick, stroking it fast and viciously.




“Oh god,” he sobbed out, his body finally giving out shaking helplessly as his release hit him suddenly and unexpectedly, his seed shooting out in long, wide spurts, covering Tsuyoshi’s chest that twitched at the contact. Tsuyoshi moaned and as he felt Koichi releasing he drove up into his body, hands gripping Koichi’s hips tightly as he smashed himself into it.
“Close, so close,” he whispered desperately.
Koichi was still riding his own wave, body still being wracked by jerks with his mouth gaping and his eyes screwed shut. His breath came out in short puffs until one long last moan forced itself from his mouth as his own hand gave one final good stroke to milk the last drop from his pulsing dick. Once the tension left his body he let himself drop onto his lover’s chest, who was still driving in to him wildly.




“Koichi,” Tsuyoshi panted, “I… I can’t like this.”
Without thinking about it Koichi nodded and absentmindedly he moved, Tsuyoshi slipping from his body again.
“Is it okay?” Tsuyoshi asked.
Koichi confirmed with another nod and his lover sighed happily as he pressed Koichi head first into the mattress, before pulling up his hips. The next second he was already sheathed inside his lover again. He moaned at the feeling and immediately started to drive in demandingly.
“Oh god, Koichi, you feel so good,” he moaned.
“Mh,” Koichi hummed out.




His orgasm subsided and he was starting to feel uncomfortable, but before the thought could really form he squealed slightly as Tsuyoshi changed his angle and smashed against his ass harshly in his final effort.
“Yes, yes, yes… oh god…”
Tsuyoshi’s hips started to jerk, to shake almost uncontrollably just a few seconds before it happened and then his release hit him, hips still jerking, while the rest of his body remained unmoving. A low, satisfied sigh pressed past his lips as he too shot out, his cock twitching repeatedly as it spurted his seed. As he slowly came down, he gave one good slap to Koichi’s ass, making the other yelp.
“Hey,” Koichi complained.
Tsuyoshi didn’t even react to that, though. “Damn, you’ve got one fine ass,” he simply muttered.




Koichi found the statement complimenting him and so he let it go. However, he wiggled his ass, indicating he was starting to feel uncomfortable and Tsuyoshi seemed to understand. With some effort he removed himself from his lover, just to collapse next to him on the mattress. Koichi turned to face the other, checking his condition.
“You okay?” he asked, frowning.
Tsuyoshi nodded. “It’s been a while,” he explained, “Since I’ve had a decent orgasm. I think I’ve got to get used to it again,” he grinned.
“Well, I’d be glad to be of help there,” Koichi offered, stroking his chest lovingly.
“Did you like it?” Tsuyoshi asked happily.
“Are you kidding me?” Koichi laughed out. “Didn’t you see me go off like a rocket? You fucking set me on fire.”




“Mh,” Tsuyoshi hummed, pulling Koichi into his arms, who made a slight sound of distaste as he felt his own half-dried come smearing between their bodies, but did not pull away. “I could definitely get used to this,” Tsuyoshi decided.
“Me too,” Koichi chuckled, placing a loving kiss on his partner’s lips. “When I’m thinking now that I was afraid of doing this…”
“I’m glad you did it.”
“Same here.”
“So,” Tsuyoshi dragged out carefully, “does that mean… I don’t know. What does this mean?”
Koichi merely blinked at him.




Tsuyoshi sighed. “Oh, come on. I mean, we had sex once. And… well, okay, I guess we want to do it again. But… where are we standing now?”
“We’re not standing at all,” Koichi offered, stroking the other’s back.
“You know what I mean,” Tsuyoshi scoffed slightly. “Are we a couple now? Or fuck friends? Or… or…”
“Fuck friends?” Koichi asked, sounding somewhere between shocked and hurt. “I know what you’re feeling for me. And you think I’d just… take advantage of you?”
“No, I…” Tsuyoshi stuttered, completely taken aback. “That’s totally not what I meant.”
“Well, you could be more precise about what you mean when you say things,” Koichi told him.
“Wow, going from our first sex right into our first fight?” Tsuyoshi asked.
Koichi chuckled at that. “Tsuyoshi told me that he and Koichi used to fight a lot to find their flow.”
“And you want to do that now?” Tsuyoshi enquired, raising a brow.




“It’s not like I want to particularly,” Koichi explained. “But if that’s what it takes, I’d say you’re worth it.” He chuckled again as Tsuyoshi stared at him. “I guess that answers your question from before? I want us to be partners. Not just at work, but in life. Let me be your companion and you will be mine.”
“Companion?” Tsuyoshi pondered.
Koichi sighed, shaking his head. “If you want to hear it so bad…” He put on a sweet look, big eyes and all and faked a squeaky voice. “Tsuyoshi, will you be my boyfriend?”
Tsuyoshi laughed at that, slapping Koichi’s arm playfully. “Don’t mess with me. And drop the gay act. You so can’t pull it off.”
“Fine,” Koichi shrugged. “So long as we’re talking about the same thing,” he smiled.
“We are,” Tsuyoshi assured him.




They cuddled together, enjoying each other for a while in silence. After a while Koichi couldn’t keep his thoughts to himself anymore, though.
“Tsuyoshi?”
“Hm?”
“I… can’t I live here with you?”
Tsuyoshi stared. “What?!”
“Well, I was thinking… you were living with that guy too and… I liked living together,” Koichi explained. “And since we are… together now, why don’t we just… go for it?”
Tsuyoshi considered him for a while. “Are… are you sure?”
“Absolutely,” Koichi nodded. “You aren’t?” he asked.




“I have two more questions,” Tsuyoshi stated. “First, which side of the bed do you usually lie on?”
“Left,” Koichi answered readily.
“Okay,” Tsuyoshi nodded. “And second… if we share a bed, we’ll also share the household. You can’t be picky. You’ll do my laundry, you will be cooking for me and you’ll clean the bathroom. We’ll be taking turns.”
“Sounds good,” Koichi smiled.
“Well,” Tsuyoshi smiled back, “then I guess we are now living together.”
“Cool,” Koichi chirped.
He gave Tsuyoshi another kiss on the cheek, then crawled to his supposed new side of the bed to curl up there with a satisfied sigh. Tsuyoshi looked at him, in awe with the picture in front of him. He quickly snuggled up behind Koichi, spooning against him and draping his arm around his new-found lover.




“Oh, you’re the cuddly type, huh?” Koichi asked, his voice slightly muffled by the pillow.
“Do you mind?” Tsuyoshi asked warily.
“Well, I’m not really the type,” Koichi admitted. “But I guess it’s okay so long as it’s you.”
Tsuyoshi’s heart bounced happily. Koichi really completely accepted him. His arms tightened around his lover and feeling satisfied and content as they happily fell asleep together for the first time.

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Yay, finally it happened. Somehow I'm really happy for both of them, after all the drama they had to go through. ^^ Of course, this is not hte end of the story and because you've been waiting so long, here's the final final part of this series:

Chapter 9

Part 2

Comments

[ritchuuki.livejournal.com]

actually this is the first time I read NC chapter on this fandom... since I know know much thing, firstly I am confuse and then I'm shocked that ko-chan is on the bottom >< I know he is cute so I happy that you make it like this ^^d

thank you for writing it. your detail is really awesome!!

[yoru-no-hikaru.livejournal.com]

Aw, thanks a lot, I'm glad you like it! <3

Haha, yeah, Koichi is such a bottom boy in my mind. XD But really, he gives off the vibes for it. Like - how to explain it... He is actually a "dominant" character, he represents that a lot at work. But I feel that in private he is quite different. Not "girly" but... I don't really know how to explain it. Like, he'll enjoy being spoiled and he will get bitchy easily. Someone you'd say to "don't be such a woman" in several situations. Thus, I imagine him like this. Okay, plus I like pretty boy bottom. XDDD

Thank you a lot for reading too! And for commenting so sweetly. <3