New York, Rio, TOKIO - Chapter 6: How to... Make Love (FINAL)

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Pairing: Nagase/Shigeru
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Don't own JE-stuff, or people
Warnings: sexual contents, some bad words
Multi-Chapter


Intro: Scene starts at the end of a TOKIO get together. Everybody is going home. Only Nagase-kun really feels he is already home. What's more, he means to get more than just a good night kiss. ^_~


Note: Okay, this is it, they're doing it. Like, really. Note again, that first time sex stories come with odds. Good thing at least one of them knows what he's doing. ^_^" Hope you enjoy it.





“Okay, I’ll just stay longer, then,” Nagase announced.

“Don’t you dare be late tomorrow, Tomo-chan,” Taichi said sternly.

“Oi, Taichi-kun,” Nagase complained, rolling his eyes. “You’re still treating me like a 15-year-old. I’m fully grown now. I’m 18, I’ve got my own credit card, I can drive a car, I can have sex.”

Taichi stared at that.

Nagase gulped, but kept his glance up insistently. “What?!” he demanded. “I could.”

“Could, yes. But you DON’T actually have sex, Tomoya, do you?” Taichi asked and Nagase dared not decide whether he sounded like an overly concerned parent, or a jealous boyfriend.

The boy sighed. “No, Taichi-kun, I don’t have sex – right now, or just yet, so rest assured. There, happy?”




Taichi nodded hesitantly. “Yes. Well, that’s good, you know. You shouldn’t have sex before you’re officially off age. And you should only do that with someone you really love – after you’ve spent plenty of time with spare time activities and tried some kissing and, you know, that sort of thing.”

Nagase grinned. “You know, I’ve had that kind of talk with my parents, so that’s really okay. I know everything about being safe too, not to worry,” he teased, winking.

Taichi flushed at that. “I’m merely worried about your well-being, you know,” he defended himself.

Yamaguchi and Mabo were still standing in the door, shaking with repressed laughter.

“Sex is not a simple matter,” the keyboardist continued. “A lot of responsibility comes with it. It’s not all fun and done.”




Yamaguchi actually snorted at the last statement, which earned him a dirty look from both Taichi (for he was making a point here!) and Mabo (for now Taichi’s attention was on him as well).

Nagase waved him off. “I get it, I get it. No need to get so worked up. I told you there is nobody I’m having sex with right now.”

Taichi finally recollected himself. “That should be fine, then. Maybe you should go now too, Tomo-chan. It’s rather late.”

“I’ll just have a cup of hot milk, then I’ll be off,” Nagase teased sarcastically.

Taichi rolled his eyes. “Have it your way. But don’t complain tomorrow.”

Nagase shook his head frantically. “Good night, guys!”




He waved everybody good-bye. As soon as the door fell shut behind the visitors, Nagase sighed in relief.

“Sheesh, I thought they’d sit here all night,” he nagged.

“It was fun, though,” Shigeru grinned, as he and Nagase went back into the living room. “You did a fair job with Taichi, by the way.”

“What?” Nagase asked innocently. “I’m NOT having sex just yet, am I?”

“That much would be true,” Shigeru admitted. “You just left out last night where we already were at the taking off shirts.”

“Oh yes, now I remember,” Nagase said mock-thoughtfully. “That was the incident where you insisted we stop after I’d gotten a bit too excited for your liking.”




“All in good time,” Shigeru smiled at him. Then his expression changed as he imitated Taichi, citing “For sex is not a simple matter. A lot of responsibility comes with it.....”

“If you finish that quote, we definitely won’t have sex tonight,” Nagase warned him.

“Who said we’d have sex in the first place?” Shigeru teased.

“But I thought we’d finally get to something real,” Nagase whined.

“Tomo-chan,” Shigeru said, turning stern again. “First off, it really doesn’t help if you sound like a five-year-old. And secondly, why can’t you think of what we’ve done so far as real? Is it really all just about sex? Like, is that your goal? Doesn’t it count to kiss and touch and exchange caresses? Isn’t that big part of... well, this sort of relationship?”




Nagase blinked. Then he flung himself at Shigeru, hugging him tightly.

“Yo-chan, I’m sorry,” he burst out. “I didn’t think.... I didn’t know... Of course, that counts. It’s also precious to just sit together and be close. Please, you can’t think I don’t love what we have.”

Shigeru blinked now. Then he smiled again. “Tomo-chan.”

“Maybe I’m really not ready for more,” Nagase continued, more to himself than Shigeru. “If I can’t even grasp what I’m doing now.”

Shigeru chuckled. “Tomo-chan,” he said more earnestly. “Why do you always fall from one extreme to the other?” He sighed. “Teenagers are complicated. Maybe I’m not fit either,” he mused. “Maybe we’re both not fit. But you know, that’s not what it’s about.”




Nagase pulled back a bit, looking up at Shigeru.

“In certain points I disagree with Taichi-kun. But then there are points where I actually wonder if you really are ready.”

“Okay,” the boy commented. “What do you oppose about Taichi?”

“Well, he’s all about being ready to `get´ sex. But I think, what you really should be ready for is `giving´ someone pleasure. I mean, you might still think that two people decide to have sex, get in one bed together and having sex just comes with that and that it’s all good fun.”

“But that’s not true,” Nagase concluded warily.

Shigeru laughed, shaking his head.




“And I don’t know what it really is, so you think I’m not ready,” Nagase continued.

“Yes, that was my thought, but I’ve revised it,” Shigeru informed him.

“Already?” Nagase wondered.

“Now I’m thinking, how are you supposed to know how something works when you do it for the first time? You’re supposed to be clueless – actually, you’re bound to be.”

“So, what now, are we gonna have sex, or not?” Nagase asked, confused and just a bit worked up.

“Well,” Shigeru chuckled. “We could work our way into it.”

The boy blinked.




“Sex is big,” Shigeru told him. “You’ll be surprised.”

Nagase nodded excitedly.

“Okay,” Shigeru said, smiling. “Why don’t we continue where we left off last night?”

The boy’s nodding got even more frantic as he began to pull at his shirt.

“Oh, hey there. Just one moment,” the band leader intervened.

“What?” Nagase asked, sounding distressed.

“This might be a good opportunity to practice undressing each other,” Shigeru informed him.




Nagase blinked. “I can really do that alright,” he told the other.

Shigeru grinned at him. “Oh, it’s quite different,” he said mysteriously.

The boy looked even more confused at that.

“Hm,” Shigeru made thoughtfully. “Ah, do you know how to knot a tie, Tomo-chan?”

The boy just nodded.




“Good,” the older man nodded back. “And have you ever tried to knot someone else’s tie?”

“Er....” Nagase mumbled out, then shook his head.

“It’s quite different,” Shigeru told him. “It doesn’t work the same. With this it’s similar. Undressing yourself and undressing someone else are two very different things. Look here, try to pull off my shirt,” he told the boy.

Nagase looked sceptically at him, but then braced himself and went over to the older man, grasping the hem of his shirt on both sides. He tilted his head a bit, trying to find a good angle, then just pulled it up with a strong tug. The shirt started to riffle a bit, but turned inside out at the lower end. Then Shigeru’s arms blocked him. He looked at the older man.

“Ano... could you.... put your arms up?” he asked shyly.




Shigeru just grinned, raising both arms. With the disturbing limbs out of the way Nagase started to tug at the rather tight shirt again. The riffles kept giving way, though, and at one point he had Shigeru completely entangled and immobile in the cloth. In a last desperate try he tugged firmly once more and practically ripped the shirt off his lover-to-be. He looked triumphantly at the small item of clothing in his hands, then turned back to Shigeru.

The band leader smiled mirthfully at him. “Nice,” he commented. “And you didn’t actually rip it.”

“Well, you didn’t tell me how to do it,” Nagase complained.

“That’s the whole point of it,” Shigeru told him. “But I’ll show you a good way to get rid of a shirt now, how about that?” he offered.

Nagase nodded slowly. The next moment, Shigeru had both his hands at the side hems of his shirt, much as he had done before. Then his hands slid easily under the fabric, pulling it up, slowly. The cloth pooled around his wrists as he pulled the shirt up slowly, hands softly caressing Nagase’s sides. As he reached Nagase’s upper chest, he paused.




“Please, do put your arms up,” he requested silently.

The boy did as he was told, holding up both arms. Never once changing their position, Shigeru simply moved his hands further upwards, sliding along Nagase’s arms, tugging just slightly to pull the cloth over Nagase’s head and finally had all of the shirt pooled around his wrists. He lifted his hands from Nagase carefully and let the shirt fall down into its original form again.

Nagase blinked. “Wow,” he said in wonder. “Felt like nothing.”

“It’s quite simple if you find a good technique,” Shigeru told him. “Mind you, there is more than just one way to nicely and effectively remove a shirt, but I like this option. It contains body contact and that’s nice.”

The boy nodded frantically, fumbled with Shigeru’s shirt to turn it back the way it was supposed to be and handed it to the band leader. Shigeru blinked.

“Put it back on,” Nagase told him. “I want to try again.”




Shigeru chuckled, grabbing the shirt to pull it on again. “Aren’t you an eager student? But very well. You can try as ever often you like.”

As soon as the shirt was set on Shigeru again, Nagase went for his second try. He grasped the shirt just like he had before. Then he slid his hands underneath and pulled slowly. It worked alright, but it didn’t really go smoothly.

“It’s easier if you pull on both sides,” Shigeru told him. “The fabric will move more easily.”

Nagase tried that, and sure enough the shirt slid up more easily.

The boy grinned. “That’s nice.”

Shigeru smiled at him.




Then Nagase bit his lip, wondering. “Can I try something else?”

The older man blinked once, but then nodded. “Of course, you can try anything you like,” he told the other. “I’ll voice my complaints should I have any.”

Nagase nodded, then moved forward to lean against the skin he had exposed. He bent his body impossibly to reach Shigeru’s chest with his mouth, pecking at it softly. Shigeru tensed at the unexpected contact and blinked down at the boy.

“Where ever did you get that from?” he asked, sounding curious, but also agitated.

“Ano.... I thought I should get some.... well, you know ideas about how it’s done. So I asked Koichi for help and he got me that movie.....”




Shigeru held up his hand. “That’s about enough. Do not speak further.” He sighed. “Tomo-chan, such movies are..... well, fantasies. That’s not how it really works. Well, much of it, anyway. As for you.... I suggest you leave the multi-tasking to the pros for now and try to finish undressing me instead of making detours.”

“You said I could try,” Nagase pouted.

“And didn’t you try?” Shigeru asked, sounding amused. “You will find that about 80 percent of what you want to do won’t work on the first try. So, try to keep your tasks simple for now, ne?”

Nagase sighed, then nodded. He slipped the shirt easily over Shigeru’s head, who raised his arms up readily. The boy grinned happily as he held the cloth in hands, right side up and no wrinkles in it. He took a deep breath, discarding the shirt. Then, with a determined look on his face, he reached lower to grasp Shigeru’s belt.




“You go,” the band leader told him, as Nagase looked at him warily.

So Nagase unbuckled the belt actually quite easily. He grinned at his success. Button and zipper weren’t that much of a problem either. Then, it got tricky again. He hooked a finger into each side of the pants’ waistband and pulled. Sure enough, the fabric slid down, pooling around Shigeru’s ankles. He looked at the older man.

“Good work with those,” Shigeru commented easily. “Just remember, when you want to be quick – for whatever reason – you take the boxers right with the jeans.”

Nagase nodded.

The older man licked his lips. “So, do you want to?”




“Eh?” the boy blinked.

“Well,” Shigeru said simply, tugging at his boxers. “Will you take them off as well?”

Nagase gulped once. Then he considered Shigeru thoughtfully.

“You go first,” he told the older man.

“My, aren’t you clever,” Shigeru teased, but complied happily.

His fingers easily undid all restraints on Nagase’s pants, pulling them down quickly. Nagase stepped out, kicking them to the side.

“Oh,” Shigeru commented. “I forgot. If you’re wearing socks, they ALWAYS come off with the shirt. And that’s your job, really. Make sure you don’t forget it.”




“No taking off pants with socks on,” Nagase mumbled, in order to keep it.

Shigeru nodded, then licked his lips.

“So,” he said warily. “Do you think it’s okay?” he asked, tugging lightly at Nagase’s boxers.

The boy bit his lip nervously, but nodded.

The band leader nodded back, putting both his arms around the boy. He slipped his hands inside the boxers, squeezing Nagase’s buttocks lightly. The boy gasped at that.




“Sorry,” Shigeru grinned. “I like to do that.”

“It’s fine,” Nagase told him, eyes closed.

Shigeru then pulled the fabric down a bit to catch under the boy’s butt, before moving his hands to the front, pulling it down a bit as well. Once that was done he grasped the cloth on both sides and tugged it down. From the knees it easily slid to the floor and Shigeru guided the boy to step out of the boxers entirely.

“All done,” the older man commented, looking at Nagase.

The boy blushed deeply at the inspection. “Ano.....” he stuttered.

“I know,” Shigeru whispered to him, pulling him close. “It’s weird for a first time.” He kissed Nagase’s ear softly. “But you look beautiful,” he told the boy.




As he stepped back again, he realised Nagase’s face was even redder than before. He chuckled a bit at that.

“And you look cute,” he added mirthfully. “Do you want to look at me too?” he asked.

Nagase nodded slowly, but firmly. He reached out a wary hand, but Shigeru gestured for him to hold.

“It’s okay, I’ll treat you on that,” he offered, pulling his boxers down easily and stepping out.

Surprisingly, he found himself nervous at the boy’s close inspection as well.

“Well?” he asked timidly as Nagase made no amends to do or say anything.

The boy looked back up into his eyes. “Ano..... I.....” he shook his head. “I don’t know. It’s...”




“You know,” Shigeru told him, “your partner will feel much more at ease if you at least tell him you’re not completely grossed out with him.”
The boy blinked. “Eh?” Then he flapped both his arms defensively. “Oh, no, no, no. I.... Absolutely not,” he assured the other. “I’m sorry, I.... I was really happy when you said I look nice. I was just....”

“It’s okay,” Shigeru smiled at him. “The impact of a naked form can be strong. Forgive an old man for being wary about his looks, though,” he said playfully.

Nagase looked at him more closely. “Eh? What would you be wary about?” he asked, confused. “Your form’s all compact, nice shape, smooth skin.... I feel like a big thin slop sometimes.”

“No such thing,” Shigeru assured him. “Plus, I have a thing for long legs,” he admitted.

Nagase nodded, relieved. “Okay, so what now?” he asked curiously.




“Well,” Shigeru mused. “There’s loads of stuff..... but we can’t do all of that tonight.” He looked at Nagase, smiling. “Do you want to?”

The boy blinked. “Want what?”

“You know what,” Shigeru stated pointedly. “Do you want to fuck me?”

“Wah!” Nagase exclaimed. “Do you have to say that?”

“If you want to do it, you have to say it,” the older man told him. “And you had better call it by name. Takes some getting used to, but it’s really the best thing you can do.”

“But it sounds, well.....” Nagase broke off, blushing.

“Yes?” Shigeru probed.




“Well, it sounds dirty,” the boy told him.

The band leader shook his head. “There is nothing dirty about it,” he told Nagase. “If anything, you call it kinky. And kinky can be good, it gets you excited.”

Nagase still looked sceptical.

“It’s fine,” Shigeru assured him. “Try it.”

The boy took a deep breath. “I.....” he bit his lip, looking wary. Another nod from his lover. “I want to...” he finally squeaked out.

“That is not a full sentence,” Shigeru teased.

“You sound like Taichi-kun,” Nagase complained.




“So tell Taichi you’ll....” the band leader grinned.

“Wah!” Nagase yelled out again, burying his face in his hands.

Shigeru laughed at that. Then he shook his head. “Okay, do make a point now.”

The boy looked up at him again. “Okay. I want to fuck you.” He blushed deeply again.

“What’s that, I couldn’t hear you?” the band leader teased.

“Yo-chan,” Nagase said warningly.




“Sorry, sorry,” Shigeru chuckled. “Very well, your wish is my command.”

“Eh?”

Shigeru smiled at him as he embraced him lovingly. “You will have sex tonight,” he told the boy. “The rest we keep for later. Do get onto the bed and grab the lube and a condom from the drawer, will you?”

“Where are you going?” Nagase asked, confused, as Shigeru made to leave.

“Bathroom,” the older man told him. “I’ll only be a minute, though. You wait here.”

Nagase nodded and hopped onto the bed. He opened the drawer, pulling out a small plastic package, turning it about curiously, and then a small bottle, setting both items onto the nightstand. A few minutes later Shigeru returned and sat down on the bed with him.

“I told you I’d come back,” he said, smiling.




The boy nodded, feeling a bit helpless.

“It’s okay,” Shigeru told him, as he sensed his being nervous. “Tonight I’ll guide you through it. Don’t think too much. Just enjoy.”

With that he grabbed the boy and pulled him closer. He brought their lips together easily and Nagase latched onto the familiar sensation, kissing the other back happily. It was a bit different. When he touched Shigeru there was no fabric. He felt skin and flesh and it was.... new. But it was nice, it felt warm and smooth and he enjoyed the touches on his own skin. Before long Shigeru broke the kiss and pushed at Nagase’s shoulder. The boy gave way, lying down on the bed and looking up at the other.

“If anything doesn’t feel right,” Shigeru told him, “you say so immediately and I’ll stop.”

Nagase nodded.




“You can also tell me if there is something you want,” he explained. “Like, if I should kiss you, or touch you.”

“Okay,” Nagase whispered, tugging at Shigeru’s arm.

The older man climbed on top of the boy, keeping himself up, though. He bent his head down to kiss Nagase’s lips once more, before shifting his head and starting to nibble down his throat and neck. The boy gasped and twitched at the sensation, hands shooting up involuntarily to grasp Shigeru’s shoulders.

“You can touch and kiss, if you like,” Shigeru whispered into his ear.

Nagase nodded, but kept perfectly still.

The band leader resumed his efforts on his neck, one hand roaming lazily over Nagase’s chest. He sighed.

“You feel good,” he told the boy.




Finally the vocalist’s hands started to move, rubbing softly over Shigeru’s shoulder blades.

“Mh, that’s nice,” the older man encouraged him.

That did the trick, for Nagase made his circles go wider and started to shift slowly to show Shigeru where he wanted to be touched.

The boy sighed happily as Shigeru teased his hands and lips over his body, heating it enjoyably.

“Feeling good?” Shigeru asked, pulling back to look at the other.

“Yeah,” Nagase breathed out, instantly trying to pull the older man closer again.

The band leader, however, resisted his efforts.




“We’ll have more of that,” he told the other. “But for now – if you like....”

Nagase nodded excitedly.

Shigeru smiled. He pulled himself up a bit more and moved to straddle Nagase completely.

“If the position causes you any discomfort, you tell me,” he said softly. “Is it okay?”

“Well, yes, but....”

Shigeru looked sympathetically at him. “Yes?”

“I can’t touch you like this,” he said.




The older man just shook his head. “Later,” he said simply as he grasped Nagase’s dick, stroking it slowly.

The boy bit his lip.

“You’ll have to tell me what you like,” Shigeru told him. “This is a first time for me too.”

Nagase nodded, then stated, “It’s fine so far, really.”

“Okay,” the band leader nodded back, increasing his efforts while his other hand started to work his own cock.

He kept pleasuring both himself and Nagase until the boy was seriously worked up, both bodily and mentally.

“Ah, Yo-chan.... more,” Nagase moaned out, trying to push himself into the other’s hand.




Shigeru let him for a while, enjoying the enthusiasm of the boy, but then removed his hand entirely.

“No, no,” Nagase whined. “Want.”

“I know,” Shigeru smiled. “And I will give it to you.”

He held up the condom. Nagase blinked as Shigeru opened the package with deft fingers and swiftly pulled it over the vocalist’s cock.

Then the band leader grabbed the lube, gathered some in his hands and lathered Nagase up decently. Before the boy could get too excited again, he stopped, though. He took some more lube and fumbled around his hole for a bit, before setting the bottle aside and nodding down at Nagase.

The boy blinked at him. “Yo-chan,” he breathed out.




“Enjoy,” Shigeru told him once more, as he shifted to place the boy’s cock at his entrance.

Against his fearful expectations, Nagase kept perfectly still as the band leader smoothed the entire length slowly into his body.

“Ah,” Shigeru sighed, adjusting. He smiled at Nagase. “It’s been a while.”

The boy just lay perfectly still, trying to process all the new sensations.

“Yo-chan,” he whispered breathlessly. “I feel.....” He gasped a bit.

Shigeru smiled knowingly at him, then started to shift back and forth lazily.

“Hah,” Nagase gasped again. “Oh my god.....” He grasped the sheets tightly, as Shigeru continued to move slowly.




“You can move, if you like,” he told the boy.

Nagase looked up at him, eyes shining. “Can I....?”

“What?” Shigeru asked, smiling.

“I’d like to.... be on top?” he asked timidly.

The older man blinked for a second. “Oh, okay.” Then he smiled again. “Of course.”

Nagase pushed himself up immediately, but Shigeru pushed him back down.

“Oh, no,” he said, grinning. “No more porn acrobatics. The changing positions while inside is for the more advanced. We’ll do it the simpler way,” he stated, pulling himself all the way up and away from the boy.




He rolled over, lying down on the bed, looking at Nagase.

“Well, there you go,” he said.

Nagase jumped onto his knees and crawled over Shigeru excitedly.

The older man chuckled. “Pillow,” he said, pointing at the item in question.

Nagase handed him the cushion and Shigeru placed it firmly under his hips. “For better angle,” he explained. “Make sure you go slow when you put it back in,” he told the boy. “And if you please, keep your arms under my knees. Makes it easier for me.”




The boy nodded, inching closer and settling himself between Shigeru’s legs. He considered the other for a moment.

“This is strange,” he commented.

“Don’t think on it,” Shigeru told him. “Get going and I promise you won’t notice it anymore.”

So Nagase shifted himself into what he considered a good position, grasping his dick and placing it at the other’s entrance again. However, as soon as he lifted his hand to use it, he lost his balance.

“Sit on your legs,” Shigeru told him. “Helps.”

The boy did as he was told and sure enough sat securely on his legs while he eased himself into his lover again. As soon as he was all the way in he looked down at the other man.

“Okay?” he asked warily.




Shigeru smiled warmly at him. “Perfectly. You go,” he told the other.

Nagase leaned forward to brace himself on his arms, careful to keep Shigeru’s legs up and under his arms as the older man had asked him before. Then he took a deep breath as he shifted his hips forward experimentally. The friction was immediate and blissful.

“Ah,” the boy moaned out, trying to keep a steady rhythm with his hips.

“It’s okay,” Shigeru told him. “Take your pleasure. For now it’s fine.”

“Eh?” Nagase blinked, holding.

“This is for your first experience. So, come.”




The boy blushed. “But.... are you okay?”

“I’ve done this before. And worse, I might add,” Shigeru assured him. “So, you go.”

Nagase nodded and started to move carefully again.

“Ah, good,” the boy sighed.

“Happy to hear that,” Shigeru smiled, lifting his hips up a bit more.

Nagase bit his lip, gaining pace. The band leader looked at him, drinking in the sight of the boy having his first sexual experience. It was intoxicating. Nagase had his eyes closed blissfully and shifted repeatedly to regain his angle as he tried to find release with another person for the first time. After a while he choked frustratedly. Shigeru put his hand on the boy’s chest and motioned for him to stop. Nagase looked down at him, breathing heavily. The older man took his arm and brought Nagase down for a chaste kiss.




“You’re trying too hard,” he told the boy. “Enjoy the feel of it. Don’t try to push it further with each and every motion, that’s not gonna happen. If you feel it doesn’t work, come back down a bit and then you go again.”

Nagase looked at the other man and something hit him about the sight and the feeling he had and suddenly he felt warmth rising in him, spreading though his entire body, and a need for closeness. He melted against the other man, embracing him tightly. Shigeru brought his arms up to hold him too.

“What is this?” Nagase whispered out.

“As far as I’m concerned,” Shigeru whispered back, “it’s love.”

At that the boy pulled back to look at the other man again. Shigeru just smiled at him. Nagase brought a hand forth to softly stroke the older man’s face, first looking at him in wonder, then smiling back.




“Love,” he breathed out, as if to confirm and to label what he felt in that moment and define it as love.

They stayed like that for another moment, looking at each other, taking in the many feelings the situation brought. Then Shigeru nodded at him and Nagase braced himself up and started to move again. He took more time to build his pace now and whenever it felt too hurried, he’d slow back down and rather grind than thrust. (Shigeru put that information away for further tries.) With this new approach it didn’t take too long until the boy was shaking with pleasure, suddenly thrusting hurriedly and releasing with a pained gasp as he convulsed involuntarily. Shigeru immediately pulled Nagase back down onto his body as the boy rode out his orgasm, going lax as all the muscles in his body gave way.

He sighed blissfully. “Oh god.... oh god..... oh...... oh god.....”

Shigeru grinned against his ear. “Had fun?”




Nagase nodded, holding the other tightly to his body, enjoying the post-sex closeness. After some time Shigeru pulled back, though.

“That was really nice for a first try,” he told the other. “But if you please.... I’m kind of going stiff under here – and in all the wrong places.”

“Oh, sorry,” Nagase stuttered out, climbing off the other man.

“AH!” Shigeru cried out.

The boy looked worriedly at him. “What?”




The older man tried to smile, but Nagase could tell that he was actually irritated.

“You pull out SLOWLY when you’re done,” he told the boy. “Remember that.”

Nagase nodded, blushing furiously. “Sorry,” he said in a small voice.

Shigeru shook his head, all affectionate again. “It’s fine.”

He ruffled Nagase’s hair a bit as the boy sat down on the bed next to him.

“Now what?” Nagase asked.




“Usually, after you get to fuck, the other fucks you back,” Shigeru told him.

Nagase gulped at that.

The older man grinned at him. “Not to worry. You’ve had enough for one night,” he decided. “But you can watch and learn.”

The boy just blinked at him, but then his eyes went wide as Shigeru took his own cock in hand and started to stroke it.

“You can learn a lot from watching. What the other likes to do – and also what he doesn’t do,” Shigeru explained.

Nagase looked sceptical. It felt strange to just sit and look while the other.... well, jerked off.




But a little while into it, he found the experience quite interesting. He watched in amazement as the cock rose and grew bigger, spending a few seconds to wonder how the other man’s whole body seemed to flush, only to come back to watching the steady hand moving along the length. He noted how Shigeru never stroked down to the base, but rather kept his movements short and quick around the tip, making sure to store the information. It didn’t take too long for Shigeru to pull himself to completion, moaning pleasurably as he hit his orgasm. Nagase jumped a bit as the seed shot out, but then leaned closer to inspect it intensely, reaching out a wary hand to touch tentatively.




Shigeru smiled, panting. “Touch if you like,” he offered. “But you don’t have to.”

The boy twirled his finger in a pool of cum interestedly. “It’s thicker than mine,” he commented.

Shigeru smirked at that. “That’s just because I don’t exactly do this regularly.”

Nagase blinked.

“If you.... well, release often, it gets thinner,” Shigeru told him.

The boy blushed at that.




The older man laughed. “No need to be embarrassed,” he told Nagase. “It’s okay really. And you’re still quite young, so I’d expect you do it a lot. And what’s more,” he added with a wink, “I wouldn’t mind it getting thinner again at all.”

At that Nagase laughed.

Shigeru nodded at him, then he stared at the boy, blinking.

“Do you still have your condom on?” he asked, shocked.

“Ano....” Nagase stuttered and blushed again. “Not?” he asked helplessly.

The older man shook his head. “No, no, you get it off as soon as you’re out and discard it.”




“Oh,” the vocalist made. “Sorry,” he mumbled out, pulling the item off his dick.

“Well, it won’t hurt just this once,” Shigeru mused. “But that’s something to remember.”

Nagase nodded. Then he licked his lips, looking at Shigeru.

“What?” the band leader wanted to know.

“It’s strange,” Nagase told him.

“What is?” Shigeru asked.

“Well, we’ve..... done this and now we just go back to everyday business?”




Shigeru sighed. “First off: What did we just do?”

Nagase sighed back. “Right, we had sex. Sorry.”

The older man nodded contentedly. “And then,” he shrugged, “yes, I suppose after you’re done you go back to everyday business. Not that there’s a lot of that left for us today.”

At that Nagase had a look at the clock. “Omg, it’s past 1 a.m.,” he gasped in disbelief.

“It’s worth taking your time, though,” Shigeru commented simply. “I’ll just get myself cleaned up,” he announced getting up. “You want to take another shower?”

The boy thought on that for a second, then shook his head. “It’s so late. I mean, if that’s okay with you. If you want me to, then....”




“Don’t distress yourself,” Shigeru waved him off. “I’ll just get rid of... well, the essence. Oh, you can give me that,” he said, pointing at the condom, which was still lying next to Nagase.

The boy handed him the item, then settled back down on the bed. He revised everything that had happened. He’d had sex. For the first time in his life. He basked in the bliss of that. It was only a few minutes later when Shigeru returned from the bathroom, still fully unclothed, and returned to Nagase onto the bed.

“Tonight we sleep together,” he told the boy, lying down next to him and covering both of them with the sheet.

Nagase snuggled up to him comfortably, sighing happily. “Yo-chan,” he said silently.

“Hm?” Shigeru hummed as he put an arm around his now-lover.




“That was nice,” the boy said blissfully.

Shigeru chuckled. “I know coming from you that’s a compliment. But remind me that we’ll talk about the `nice´ issue.”

“Huh?” Nagase made, blinking.

“Nothing,” Shigeru assured him, shaking his head. “It was..... nice,” he concluded, kissing Nagase’s cheek softly, before settling down to sleep.

The boy blinked first, then grinned happily as he pecked Shigeru’s cheek as well before cuddling up against his lover to get some much needed sleep. The other meanwhile took a loving look at the boy sleeping in his arms. And in that moment he decided that anyone’s opinion on their relationship totally didn’t matter – not even Taichi’s. They loved each other and if Nagase chose him, he was the happiest guy on the planet and with that thought in mind he joined Nagase in the world of dreams.


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Finished!!!!!! \((((^o^))))/ Phew that one was long. I remember that it was exhausting to write it, even if I had fun. Much like it must have been like for both of the characters, really. ^_^" Thank you for reading. I hope you liked it.


Chapter 5