Love Episodes - Episode I: That Thing About Kinky Kids

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Pairing: KinKi Kids
Rating: NC-17 (just to be sure)
Disclaimer: Don't own KinKi Kids, or anything JE-related
Warnings: swearing, sexual contents, angst, hints of non-consensual intimate contact
Multi-Chapter


Intro: Let's set this somewhere in 2005. KinKi trying to broaden their sex horizon.


Note: No big background story here. It's basically all about sex. But for those who know me an my writing, you'll guess that a catastrophy lies ahead. Please don't hate me, believe me, I felt SO sorry for Tsuyoshi. -_- Thanks to vivi000 for hearing this one first and encouraging me to try new things. I'm still recovering and for the first time in forever I have to say that I don't really like what I created here. But I think I got the idea into it alright, so I hope you'll somewhat like it. ^^

“Bondage?” Tsuyoshi asked, surprised. “I didn’t know you were interested in that.”

“Well, I’m not really sure whether I’m interested, or not. That’s why I said I want to give it a try. And isn’t it a bit much to call it bondage?”

“Hm,” Tsuyoshi mused. “Let me see,” he decided, swiftly grabbing the dictionary from the book shelf next to him. “Okay, b-b-b-bo-bond-bondage. Here it is. The state of one who is bound. A state of subjection to a force, power, or influence. The practice of being physically restrained, as with cords or handcuffs as a means of  attaining sexual gratification,” he read, then slapped the book close. “I dare say that the last part is valid for your suggestion.”

Koichi pouted. “Not funny. Plus, nobody likes insufferable know-it-alls.”

 

“Said the biggest geek of all times,” Tsuyoshi teased, but put the book aside. “Not that I’m trying to make a point,” he teased. “But hey, if you want it, I’m in. I didn’t really take you for the type, but…”

“What do you mean, the type?” Koichi asked suspiciously.

“Nothing,” Tsuyoshi shrugged. “It’s just… well, it’s really cliché, isn’t it?”

“I said I just wanted to try,” Koichi grumbled.

 

“Yes, yes. It’s okay,” Tsuyoshi waved him off. “I’ll do it.” Then his eyes lit up playfully. “Hey, do you want me to act?” He threw himself down onto the sofa, putting his hands behind his back, indicating that they had been bound. “Oh, Koichi, what are you doing to me?” he sighed out in an overly dramatic voice, starting to fake-twist. “No, please… don’t touch me there. Please, take them off. Please. Oh god, oh god… oh Koichi, it feels so good. You make me so hard, just looking at my dick. Free me, please. I won’t run, I promise. I wanted to at first, but now I want you. I want to touch you, please.” He broke his play and grinned at his lover. “Did I make you hot now?”

 

“You can be such an asshole,” Koichi told him, blushing as he got up and fled the room.

Tsuyoshi straightened up and blinked after his lover. That was a rare reaction Koichi showed to his teasing and he wondered how he had extracted it. Biting his lip nervously he followed his lover and as expected found him in their bed room, lying on the bed and playing with Pan – or rather bothering her after disturbing her afternoon nap.

“Koichi,” Tsuyoshi addressed his lover.

As expected again, he didn’t get a reaction. Koichi merely continued playing with Pan.

“Come now, Koichi,” Tsuyoshi sighed. “Leave her, she had a long walk before lunch.”

 

“Oh, Pan isn’t too tired to give me her love, ne Pan?” Koichi talked to his dog. “No, you’re not too tired. You love me. Yes, I know you love me.”

“Okay, I get it,” Tsuyoshi said, rolling his eyes. “And I let you have your little scene. Can we now quit the bitching and get to the part where you tell me why you’re pissed? Because before you do that we won’t get anywhere.”

Koichi sighed, finally letting Pan off, who jumped off the bed and returned to her little basket to resume her nap.

 

“Okay,” the older man snapped. “I’ll tell you why I’m pissed. I came to you with a delicate idea. Something that I’ve been pondering in my mind for a while, but dared not talk to anyone about, because I wasn’t sure about it myself. And then I gather the courage to talk to you about it and all you do is make fun of me for suggesting it. I didn’t just pop the idea, you know. And… it hurts if you find my wishes so ridiculous.” He gave his partner a disappointed look, then rolled his eyes and sighed. “Okay, now go,” he urged the other.

Tsuyoshi blinked at him. “Sorry, what?”

 

“Well,” Koichi explained, “now is the part where you tell me that I’m an overly sensitive drama queen, who puts too much weight in every single word and it’s ridiculous, because I keep claiming to be the more rational mind of the two of us.”

Tsuyoshi considered his lover for a moment, then sat down on the bed next to him.

“Tell you what,” he said in a low voice. “Not this time.”

Koichi just blinked at him.

“I… I have to admit I was… well, a bit… yes, a little bit insensitive about this,” Tsuyoshi admitted meekly. “And you’re right to feel offended.”

 

Koichi stared at him in disbelief. “EH?!?!?!?!”

Tsuyoshi couldn’t help a chuckle. “What?”

“Sorry,” Koichi said, shaking his head, “I just don’t know when last you told me that I’m right in being mad. Has it happened before?”

“It sure has,” Tsuyoshi assured him, smiling.

“Well, it must have been a really long time,” Koichi chuckled out, “because I really don’t remember when last it happened.”

 

“Then mark today in your calendar so you can check next time,” Tsuyoshi suggested. Then his attitude changed and he looked at his lover more sincerely. “Koichi, I’m sorry. I should have considered your feelings about this more. Of course, you would feel embarrassed in the first place. And me making stupid jokes.”

“Maybe it is a stupid idea in the first place,” Koichi mumbled, shrugging.

“No,” Tsuyoshi demanded. “If it’s been on your mind and you want to try, then let’s try it.”

“You said you find it stupid,” Koichi reminded him.

 

“I really just wanted to tease you,” Tsuyoshi tried to reassure him, but the look on his lover’s face told him that he’d failed. “Well… we don’t have to do it BL-style,” he continued. “Let’s make it… I don’t know… cool somehow,” he said, shrugging.

Koichi laughed at that. “Cool somehow?” He shook his head, but then smiled at his partner. “Okay, why not?”

 

“So… who do we ask for equipment?” Tsuyoshi asked playfully. “Takami?”

Koichi laughed. “Takuro-san.”

“Tom.”

“Gakkun.”

“Kimura-kun.”

“Hey, that one might actually work.”

“I know. Johnny?”

“WAH! No way!!!!!!!”

 

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“Okay,” Koichi directed, “you sit down here.”

Tsuyoshi obeyed willingly, sitting down near the head of their shared bed.

“Okay, that should work,” Koichi analysed. “Now, put your arms up, please?”

The other blinked at him. “Why? I’m undressed already, as you requested. Well, but for my shorts – as you requested.”

“I know, but I thought I’d tie your hands up here,” Koichi chirped almost innocently, pointing at the long steel bar that decorated the bed.

“Over-head?” Tsuyoshi asked sceptically.

 

“It’s really better than behind your back,” Koichi told him. “I’ve done research and back-binding is difficult and uncomfortable.”

“Okay, I trust you with this,” Tsuyoshi said, but gave his lover a pointed look.

“I know,” Koichi nodded at him. “It’s okay. I’m well-prepared.”

“I said I trust you and it’s okay,” Tsuyoshi smiled. “Just, please, don’t put anything sticky on me.”

Koichi made a face. “Ew, why would I?”

Tsuyoshi just shrugged. “Dunno, why bind me in the first place?”

Koichi just shrugged back. “Whatever. No sticky stuff. Just this as an add-on,” he declared, pulling out a long black scarf.

 

“What for?” Tsuyoshi asked.

“Your eyes,” the older man explained.

“So, I’ll be blind too?”

“It seems that it intensifies the experience,” Koichi explained.

“I really hope this is gonna get good, you know,” Tsuyoshi sighed, but brought himself into position, arms up above his head, wrists together and closing his eyes.

“Okay,” Koichi said determinedly, climbing on top of his lover and fixing his wrists together and to the steel bar.

 

After making sure that Tsuyoshi cannot simply twist out of his restraint, he takes his black scarf. Looking down at his lover he can see that Tsuyoshi had not moved from his position, eyes still closed. Leaning forward, Koichi caressed his lover’s body a bit fleetingly, kissing his neck softly, before leaning towards his ear.

“I think I’m starting to like this,” he whispered. “You look good like this.”

 

Tsuyoshi smiled vaguely. Koichi wasn’t really the dominating type, but he was pleased to know that he still had shades to present. Then he felt soft cloth on his face, caressing slightly as it slid into place, covering his eyes. The blind fold was loose, he could still see the dim light in the room if he opened his eyes, but it didn’t really matter, since he couldn’t use his hands to remove it.

“Is this okay?” Koichi’s voice whispered into his ear again.

He merely nodded.

“Alright, then let me see if I can’t please you,” Koichi teased with a grin.

 

And Koichi got to work alright. He quickly stripped out of his remaining clothes, only to settle himself firmly on his lover’s hips again. His hands started to smooth over his lover’s chest, stroking him pleasantly. Tsuyoshi sighed. He had to admit that the blind fold gave the whole thing a unique way of experiencing their love making. He could not see Koichi and what he was doing, feeling more surprised my touches and kisses, twitching and hissing as Koichi grew bolder in his ministrations.

 

The younger man found himself in a more unfamiliar situation too. It was practically never on him to initiate all the action taking place in intimate acts. But he had to admit that there was definitely something to it. Tsuyoshi’s reactions were stronger than usual and Koichi was the one guiding everything and it was for him to decide what the other should have and what not. Tsuyoshi could not take anything by himself, after all. The older man grinned, grinding his hips down and into his lover’s, quite aware that Tsuyoshi would feel him getting hard, but denying him any friction that would help him in turn.

 

Tsuyoshi groaned. In a way it was a bit unnerving that he could only plead with his lover to do something for him too. It didn’t take long for Koichi to shift his angle, though, and also bring in a hand to assist Tsuyoshi in getting more pleasure out of their connection. The discord between being denied what he wanted in one moment and then being given something different, maybe even better the next was indeed exciting, he could not deny that. So he let Koichi proceed in his venturing and the older man really got into it and started to give small but sharp bites in between kisses and nips. Tsuyoshi didn’t particularly like that, but decided to let the other have his way on that. It was his fantasy, after all.

 

Just as Tsuyoshi thought that Koichi must finally attend to his dick, the older man drew back. With a grin on his face he leaned forward and whispered to his lover again.

“There’s something I’d like to try,” he said mysteriously.

Then his weight was completely gone for a second, only to be settled onto Tsuyoshi again, but much higher. Tsuyoshi could still not see anything, but he guessed that Koichi had settled down spread over his chest right under his armpits. Before he could be sure, or get used to the situation, he felt something push against his mouth.

“Open up,” he heard his lover’s hoarse voice.

 

He felt a bit taken aback, but did as he was told and the second later left the other slide his dick half way down his throat. He gagged in surprise, but caught himself quickly. A short caress on his neck.

“Oh my god, you look hot like that,” Koichi moaned out. “Suck me,” he demanded, urging his lover’s head up a bit for better angle, but also to get in deeper. Tsuyoshi moved to please his lover but soon found the movement and the angle uncomfortable and made to draw back. He found, however, that Koichi kept a hold on his neck to keep him in place.

“Come on, just a bit,” Koichi urged him. “Uhng, good…”

 

Tsuyoshi stopped fighting and tried to stay still, but he soon started to gag and resumed his efforts to get away from the uncomfortable position. He started to whine helplessly, trying to shake his head. The restraining on his head vanished and his head fell back onto the bed. His breath was hitching and his head was spinning. He wanted to get some space, but was instantly reminded that he was not free to move. He twisted a bit and heard his lover chuckle.

“Now, now,” Koichi’s voice teased. “No need to get all worked up. I’ll give you what you want.”

 

How about you give me my hands back?

 

He felt Koichi fumbling with his cock, teasing and pulling it.

 

I’d really rather you kissed me now.

 

Intense stroking on his balls that had him moan out in surprise.

 

Or sling your arms around me.

 

A tongue circling his head.

 

Koichi… where are you?

 

Tsuyoshi’s head started to spin with the sensations of his lover attending to him and his need for something entirely different. He wanted, needed comforting touches. But all he got was quite intentional stimulus. Not that it was bad in that sense of the word, but it was not… what he wanted. He didn’t know why he was tongue-tied, but no word would come past his lips. All he had to do was call out, but he felt paralysed. He squirmed helplessly as he could only let all the sensations wash over him. He could feel that Koichi was working, trying to please him, but he just felt an intense uneasiness at the realisation that he had no power whatsoever over what the other decided to do to him. He could beg, of course, plead and moan, but in the end, he was completely at the other’s mercy. He knew, of course, that Koichi would only ever want to please him, but at that point, rational thought had left him altogether and was replaced by nagging fear. He started to shudder, which did nothing to tip the other off, of course, as it should be expected he would react to the intense ministrations he received. When he felt a wet finger on his hole, he wanted to scream. But all that left him was an almost pitiful sigh.

“Koichi…”

 

For a second the world seemed to stand still. He suddenly thought that Koichi had vanished. Or maybe he had vanished? He wasn’t sure, but before he could panic about it, the world exploded in light. He blinked several times. He could see Koichi still sitting on him, the blind fold in hands.

“Are you okay?” he asked, sounding concerned.

Tsuyoshi heaved several sighs, before releasing a deep breath in relief. He could feel Koichi’s hand cupping and caressing his face. Finally their eyes connected and Tsuyoshi could not help it in that moment – he broke. Tears came to his eyes and his body shook in small sobs.

“Koichi,” he whined, pulling the other close.

 

Koichi was, of course, severely alarmed.

“Did I hurt you?” he asked, sounding terrified.

The younger man merely shook his head against the other’s neck.

“Sssshhhhhhhhhh,” Koichi tried to soothe him, stroking the back of his head. “It’s okay. What’s wrong?”

“I… I’m sorry, Koichi,” Tsuyoshi heaved out. “I… kind of lost control. I didn’t even notice, but then I suddenly… I couldn’t see you and I didn’t know what was going on and then I just… I don’t know, I just completely forgot what to do. I wanted to tell you to stop, but I couldn’t voice and…”

 

“Oh god, Tsuyoshi,” Koichi whispered, sounding even more terrified and hugging his partner close to him. “I’m sorry.”

“It’s not your fault,” Tsuyoshi mumbled out, snuggling against the other and enjoying the comforting, familiar warmth that he offered. “Throughout it all I could feel that you really only tried to make me feel good. I was just… I felt lost. And I was unable to let you know. It’s not like you could guess.”

“I should have noticed,” Koichi insisted.

“You did,” Tsuyoshi said, pulling back and smiling softly at him. “You noticed as soon as you heard my voice. I didn’t even have to tell you to stop, let alone the safety word. Just the whisper of your name… and you heard me.”

 

Koichi considered that for a while and then smiled at his lover.

“Are you okay?” he asked carefully.

Tsuyoshi nodded warily, still not letting go of the other. They kept lying there for a long while, just holding each other and exchanging light caresses. The air around them lightened and Tsuyoshi started to feel comfortable again.

“Alright now?” Koichi asked.

This time Tsuyoshi’s nod was firm and a smile was on his lips again.

 

“Can we just not do this again?” the younger man pleaded.

“Never,” Koichi assured him. “I’ll even burn this,” he declared, holding up the blind fold.

Tsuyoshi chuckled at that. “Well, just because we’re called kinki, doesn’t mean we have to do every kink in the book.”

“True,” Koichi sighed. “Thanks for letting me try.”

“You liked it,” Tsuyoshi analysed.

“I would like giving this to you if it pleases you,” Koichi informed him. “But if it terrifies you like that, there’s no positive aspect to it what-so-ever.”

 

“So long as you won’t lack anything,” Tsuyoshi wanted to confirm.

“I lack nothing at all,” the other assured him with a smile. “What about you? Anything you want right now?”

Tsuyoshi thought on that for a second, then just snuggled into Koichi’s welcoming arms again, sighing in delight.

“A story,” he whispered.

“Hm?”

“I’d like you to tell me a story.”

 

Koichi smiled and started to stroke his lover’s hair softly.

“Okay, let me see… Oh, I’ve read something interesting. It’s gonna be winter soon, right?”

“Mh,” Tsuyoshi made in confirmation.

“I really hope it’s gonna snow too. Did you know that no two snowflakes are alike?”

“Really?”

“Really. It’s documented. A man named Kenneth Libbrecht took photos of more than a thousand snow flakes and found that they were all different in structure. Isn’t that amazing? Thousands of millions of snowflakes fall onto our earth every year and no two are the same. Even though they are of the same kind. Snowflakes are like humans, really. Each of them is unique. Ah, maybe I should write a text on that?”

 

As he looked at his lover expectantly, he found that Tsuyoshi had fallen asleep in his arms. He smiled.

“At least you still feel comfortable here,” Koichi whispered. “I’ll always love you,” he breathed out, touching a feather light kiss to the other’s temple.

Then he too rested his head on the pillow to join his lover in blissful sleep.

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Okay, so far so good. I want to update my TakkiRyo next, then I want to post the request for LE that I still have in ine. Sorry for being so slow, but my flu is very insistant. >_< I'll try to update more quickly.