Love Episodes - Episode 28: Some like it hot (part 1?)

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Pairing: KinKi Kids
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Don't own the JE boys (duh!), but OCs are mine and I created the story
Warnings: Bad language, sexual situations
Multi-Chapter


Notes: As a kind of special this shall be placed here. The idea and needed material were handed to me.
Important: The scene starts after the recording of SDK #472. If you haven't seen it, check out the GIF collection to get the picture. The important pics are those with Tsuyoshi and Takeda Shinji. In case you shouldn't know Shinji - he's the guy without a shirt. ^^ Many thanks to scribblyness_x for the wonderful pics. Find them HERE. Furthermore, this one is dedicated to einery_here as a kind of request. I hope you like it. ^^


Intro: Tsuyoshi gets friendly with band members on air. Koichi gets mad over it and reveals a delicate secret that his lover has kept from him...

“Okay, what was that now?” Koichi demanded angrily.

His partner merely blinked at him. “What do you mean?”

“Well, the show you just pulled out there?”

Tsuyoshi eyed him interestedly. Then a smirk came to his face. “Are you feeling self-conscious?”

Koichi blushed furiously at that. “As if,” he scoffed dismissively.

“Mhm,” Tsuyoshi made, clicking his tongue.

 

“What’s so amusing about this?” Koichi wanted to know.

“Just that I’ve never seen you so wary of another man’s features,” Tsuyoshi grinned.

“Well, you basically ripped his clothes off,” Koichi said pointedly.

“Want me to rip your clothes off?” the younger man offered, pulling playfully on his lover’s shirt.

“And now you’re horny?” Koichi asked in disbelief, pushing the other away. “Did it turn you on so much?”

“Well… he’s fine,” Tsuyoshi admitted with a shrug.

 

“Then you can go and ask him for a ride,” Koichi told the other.

“Oh, can I?” his lover joked.

“This is so not funny,” Koichi insisted.

“You’d revise if you could see your face.”

That did it for Koichi. He bit his lip against a reply he knew he’d regret later and simply turned his back on the other. Tsuyoshi blinked a few times, then bit his lip in kind understanding that he’d over-strained Koichi’s nerves. Knowing better than to touch his partner in such a mood, he retreated a tiny bit, giving Koichi some space and remaining silent for an appropriate amount of time.

 

“Hey,” he finally said in a small voice. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean… That was un-called for.”

He heard Koichi sigh. “It’s not like I think you’ll never be attracted to other people,” he explained. “Just… I really don’t have to watch it.”

“I’m sorry, Koichi,” the other repeated. “I… I didn’t think much of it. Honestly, it was just for fun. And I’m sorry about the teasing. I guess I wouldn’t like it if you…”

“He’s cute,” Koichi mumbled.

“Eh?”

“Takeda-kun. He’s really cute. And… fine.”

“So?”

 

“Do you…” Koichi licked his lips. Finally he turned around to look at the other again. “Are you attracted to him?”

“What’s that now?” Tsuyoshi asked, feeling severely uncomfortable, fearing that Koichi might totally misunderstand.

“It’s not like I’ll blame you,” Koichi told him. “I just… want to know.”

“No, you don’t,” Tsuyoshi dared him. “You don’t really want to know. You want me to tell you that he’s nice, but has no appeal to me such as yourself.”

“And… can’t you tell me that?” Koichi asked, sounding a bit wary.

 

“I can certainly… but Koichi…” Tsuyoshi sighed. “Listen, I don’t think this is a good time, or place, but if you insist, I think it’s better we sit down and talk. There is something I want to tell you.”

Koichi stiffened visibly. He didn’t expect there was really serious stuff to discuss between them. All he had wanted was some reassurance, some nice fluffy words that Tsuyoshi usually never failed to shower him with and make him feel special. This was different and it made him feel even more uneasy. In addition to that, just as he sat down, there was a knock on the door.

 

“We’ll be moving on to NHK in five,” a staff member announced. “Koichi-san, we need to adjust your hair.”

Koichi bit his lip. This was not the time for such things. He and Tsuyoshi had some serious business to talk about.

“We’ll continue this at home,” Tsuyoshi decided, getting up.

Very reluctantly Koichi followed, feeling his guts twisting at the current situation. This one was bound to become a horrible day.

 

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Koichi knew everything about self-fulfilling prophecies, but his fuzzy mind could certainly not have influenced the fact that Tsuyoshi had been called in for check-up. Knowing that at the hospital they couldn’t talk anyway, he simply retreated into their apartment. He sighed once more, shifting yet again on the sofa and making Pan growl slightly.

“Sorry, sweetheart,” he said apologetically, petting her softly. “I’m just… I guess I’m a bit off today. I don’t know what’s going on. But I think Tsuyoshi likes someone else… What do I do if he wants to break up?” Then his mood changed suddenly. “Oh, for goodness sake, keep your act together. Tsuyoshi loves me and he’s not the type to simply dismiss a long-time relationship over a short-lived mood. He wouldn’t… But then, why his serious face?”

 

Koichi groaned, flipping himself over and sending Pan to the floor. Having had enough, the little girl-dog retreated into the kitchen to get some water. Koichi sighed, feeling his own throat was a bit dried as well. He got up and made his way to the kitchen. Getting himself a glass of water he padded back, then stopped at the bedroom. He glanced into the room, inspecting it, thinking. It was certainly not the time, but he was alone and bored and bothered and he could certainly do with some distraction. He could try that new dildo Tsuyoshi had gotten – one that promised to “hit the spot”.

 

Biting his lip he considered a while, then said hell with it (who should blame him for wanting some distraction?) and went right into the room. Just to be sure he wouldn’t be disturbed by a playful dog he closed the door. Next he put down his glass on the small table that had neatly been set in front of a small mirror. Then he went over to the bed, discarding his entire clothing on the way. He crawled onto the bed, then reached out for Tsuyoshi’s drawer in his bedside table. He quickly found the new item and inspected it in interest.

 

Somehow this looks like the bottle of the toilet cleaner that we use… “Finds the spot” – huh? Well, we’ll see.

 

He placed the item on the bed and kept rummaging the drawer for lube.

 

Rubber, pen, little torch, rubber, gum, rubber, rubber,… eh? Notebook?

 

Koichi pulled out a small notebook, looking at it from various angles. Why did Tsuyoshi keep a note book in there? He’d never seen it before either. Lyrics? Maybe Tsuyoshi kept it so he could write down ideas, even at night? He’d be the type. Koichi bit his lip. He knew Tsuyoshi didn’t like other people looking at his stuff before he was satisfied with it. But he thought it would be so interesting to see the progress of work. It turned out gorgeous in the end anyway. So he simply flicked the book open and tried to make out what was written there. Many of the pages were filled. Almost completely. Koichi seated himself lotus-style and started to read randomly.

 

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

 

Koichi moans when he feels an unfamiliarly rough, but skilled tongue lapping at his skin. His entire body is shaking with excitement. With his hand he reaches out to find some hold on a strong shoulder blade. I never would have expected him to enjoy it so much. His body twists and twitches happily at every stimulation it receives. His lips are slightly parted as harsh puffs of air escape his lungs. He’s definitely enjoying it. But even though his body is so shaken with sensations, his eyes find mine. And omg, it’s so hot. He keeps looking at me and he doesn’t say a word, but I can see it in his eyes, the burning passion, the need. He could as well just scream it out, how good it feels, how much he wants it, how my eyes on his body make his skin prickle. I hear myself moan as I start to pull my dick. The picture is almost too hot. Koichi is writhing in pleasure, sighing with need and his body responds to the one that is stimulating him, this man that is kissing and touching him and driving him mad with lust, but his eyes are on me alone. They close for a moment when a shiver runs down his spine, but they find me again almost immediately…

 

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Koichi stared at the text in disbelief.

 

What the…?

 

He skimmed the book on several other pages, finding similar descriptions. Frowning, he put the book down and flopped down on the bed, not really knowing what to do.

 

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“Hey, I’m back,” Tsuyoshi called out merrily. “Sorry, it took a while. But the doctor said the upgrade works unexpectedly well. I won’t have to go back unless I feel need to.”

“That’s good to hear,” Koichi said with a warm smile as he came to great his lover.

“I know, right? I’m really feeling well too,” Tsuyoshi declared. “How about I cook? Have you had dinner?”

Koichi shook his head, but at the same time threw something else out into the room. “Tsu, do you remember you wanted to talk to me?”

Tsuyoshi blinked at him. “Well… yes, of course. But can’t that wait now?”

 

“It sounded important,” Koichi impressed on him. “Plus, you said we’d discuss it at home.”

“Koichi, please, I don’t want you to be worried,” Tsuyoshi tried to reassure him.

“Can we talk now?” Koichi asked a bit bitingly. “We can order something in.”

“Well, okay,” Tsuyoshi gave in with a shrug.

“Good,” the other nodded. “Living room,” he ordered, leading the way.

Tsuyoshi frowned, feeling that something was off, but followed his partner anyway. Once he had seated himself, Koichi held out a small book for him to see. His eyes went wide at the sight and he stiffened in his seat.

 

“I’m sorry if it’s too blunt,” Koichi said, trying to sound sympathetic, “but my head’s been spinning for hours going, so I just want to know if what you want to tell me has anything to do with what’s in here.”

“How do you have this?” Tsuyoshi asked, getting up and grabbing the book from his lover’s grip. “And why the fuck do you read my stuff?”

“I wasn’t looking for it,” Koichi said defensively. “It merely dropped into my hands while I was searching for… well, I wanted to distract myself a bit, so I was looking for lube, okay? And there I found it by accident.”

 

“And just because you see it, you simply go and read it right away?” Tsuyoshi accused him.

“What the fuck?!” Koichi demanded. “I’m sorry, it didn’t say `Top secret´, or anything. It’s not like I was spying, or something. I just randomly flicked through. If you don’t want people to read, lock it, or something. How could I know?”

Tsuyoshi still glared at him. “It’s mine. What is your business with my stuff?”

“We never made any rules concerning that,” Koichi shot out. “I’ve always been allowed to roam your stuff freely and same goes for you in concerns of my things. And why are you yelling at me now, when I should be the one seriously upset?”

 

Tsuyoshi took another breath to bite right back again, but then halted. Slowly the tension left his body and he sank back onto the couch, the book still in hand.

“What did you read?” he asked, sounding defeated.

“Just a few… scenes,” Koichi shrugged.

He couldn’t help the blush that came to his face. It wasn’t that he was unpleased that Tsuyoshi had erotic fantasies about him. Just…

“Why?” Koichi asked silently. “Why is it always someone else?”

A nervous twitch went through Tsuyoshi’s body.

 

“I… I checked several scenes,” Koichi admitted. “You’re always there, but… it’s always someone else touching me.”

Tsuyoshi sighed, rubbing his eyes. “Koichi… I wanted to tell you about this. I didn’t know how to go about it. I thought you’d… I don’t know – laugh, freak?”

“What is it?” Koichi wanted to know.

“Just a fantasy,” Tsuyoshi groaned out. “It’s nothing but that.”

“Seems like a very vivid fantasy,” Koichi kept pressing the point.

“Well, yes, maybe,” the other admitted. “Sometimes I… I think it would be… hot…”

“If I had sex with someone else?”

 

“It’s not just having sex with someone else,” Tsuyoshi explained. “I would be there. I would share the mood. And… I would watch.” He bit his lip. “I’m sorry, but I can’t think of a more erotic picture than you being lost in passion and lust and… giving yourself to someone completely. I think watching that must be the ultimate turn-on.”

Koichi took a moment to take that in. He looked at his lover and didn’t really know what to say. He’d never seen Tsuyoshi as a man who would enjoy something like what the other had just described. What should he think of it? But maybe even more importantly…

“Who is it?”

Eh?” Tsuyoshi blinked.

 

“You never write his name,” Koichi explained. “Who is he?”

“Well… nobody in particular, I guess,” Tsuyoshi shrugged. “I never bothered to give him a face, or name.”

“Takeda?” Koichi asked directly.

Tsuyoshi sighed. “Koichi, listen, I’ve had these thoughts for a long time, okay? Way before we even met Shinji. Well, maybe I’ve thought about him when it comes to this, yes, but… it’s not like I have a fixed picture in mind.”

Koichi took a deep breath, then flopped down on his arm chair. A longer silence followed and Tsuyoshi felt like he was going to burst from the tension.

“So… what now?” he finally asked.

 

“I don’t know,” Koichi admitted. “I just learned that my lover is a voyeur. After fourteen years of being together. I honestly don’t know what to think of it.”

“You make it sound like something dirty,” Tsuyoshi said, sounding hurt. “Like I sneak into dressing rooms, hoping to steal glances, or something. It’s nothing like that. I mean… you can call it a perversion, if you like. But then, doesn’t everybody have some kink in their mind?”

“I didn’t mean it like that,” Koichi waved him off. “I just can’t believe you never told me about this.”

“It’s not like one day I woke up and said `wah, it would be so hot, if...´. Things like that develop in small steps. It’s always just been a fantasy. And I didn’t want you to think of me as a pervert.”

 

“I don’t think you’re a pervert,” Koichi insisted. Then he sighed. “This just hit me a bit, okay? I’ll need some time to adjust.”

“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you,” Tsuyoshi mumbled out.

“Never mind,” Koichi told him. “It’s not like I particularly wanted to know.”

“Sorry,” the other said again.

“Forget it,” Koichi decided. “Chinese?”

“Sounds nice.”

 

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Nagase stared at him. “Oh my god.”

“I know,” Koichi said miserably.

“And… what are you gonna do now?”

A mere shrug for a reply. “Am I old-fashioned to think that it’s a bit weird?”

“Not really,” Nagase told him. “Well, maybe a bit, but not saying that’s a bad thing. Still… can you really totally not understand?”

“What do you mean?” Koichi asked, blinking.

 

“Well, that’s something I’ve always wondered about when it’s the two of you,” Nagase mused. “Have you never had thoughts? Wondered? Like, for example, how it would be like with someone else?”

Koichi blushed slightly. “Well… maybe sometimes,” he shrugged.

“You’ve always only had sex with one and the same person. Now, if he gets off on stuff like that, you could consider… you know, maybe it’s a good experience.”

 

“Are you suggesting Tsuyoshi and I find ourselves another guy and involve him?” Koichi asked in disbelief.

“No – well…” Nagase made a face, as though thinking really hard. “It’s not like I’m telling you to do it,” he explained. “Just… maybe that considering isn’t all that bad.”

Koichi sighed. “I totally don’t know what to do.”

 

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Koichi sighed in pleasure. His hand was working his length frantically, driving him, giving him pleasure. He and Tsuyoshi hadn’t done anything since the incident on set. It was frustrating and Koichi was really pent up, so he decided to get rid of some pressure. Tsuyoshi was still out and wouldn’t be home any time soon – not that he expected to get lucky. He bit his lip against a low moan. It was a random jerk-off, with just his pants being opened and pushed aside feebly and a box of tissues sanding next to him. Even the TV was still running, although he didn’t pay much attention.

 

That is, until he saw it. Again. The scene that had started it all. He hadn’t even noticed their show was on, but there was Tsuyoshi, on the screen in front of him, pulling at Takeda’s clothing and ripping it off. He bit his lip. It was shameful and he refused to admit it, but the picture did things to him. Being lost in a lust-clouded mind, he simply went along without thinking. He closed his eyes, imagining what would have happened, if the cameras had not been there, if Tsuyoshi hadn’t stopped with just the shirt.

 

How would it be… if Tsuyoshi went right on and stroked that well-muscled chest, teasing fingers playing with the waistband of loose-fit jeans. A hand moving into his hair, stroking lightly, encouraging him… And Tsuyoshi would get the hint and drop to his knees, opening the pants with deft fingers. Like Koichi had done before on himself, Tsuyoshi would merely push away what kept him from his task and then latch onto hot hard flesh, attacking it with hands and lips. Koichi moaned, stroking himself faster, the pictures in his head driving him wild. Tsuyoshi… on the floor… a dick in his mouth… sucking… enjoying it…

“Oh god,” Koichi almost sobbed out as he came hard onto his hand and pants.

 

For a while, he merely remained there, panting and trying to catch his breath. Once he came somewhat back again he felt shock rising inside himself. Had he really just jerked off on Tsuyoshi doing someone else? He felt like he was still high. He’d come hard, which didn’t happen a lot when he simply jerked off, even without porn or any other stimulus. He licked his lips. What to make of this?

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Well, done for now. What do oyu guys think? It's a bit delicate, isn't it? Should they go for the real thing? Or keep it a fantasy? Sequel is defintely possible here. Just, how should I write it? A little three-some adventure? ^^

Comments

[unyiel.livejournal.com]

first time reading fanfic
i should say "WOW' it just like i read reality...cant wait for next chapter
personaly...i dont wont someone between them ( just my egoistic for kinki kids)