Love Episodes - Episode 3: A New Game to Play

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Pairing: KinKi Kids
Rating: PG-15-R (?)
Disclaimer: Don't own KinKi Kids, or anything JE-related
Warnings: rude words, slightly sexual contents
Multi-Chapter


Introduction: This episode takes place quite some time after episode 2. They are now both 18 years old, they've debuted and they are finding a new routine in their lives.


Note: I know, still virgin with 18 is a bit "late", especially when you're with someone. But: I think Japanese guys take a bit longer to "grow up". The official off-age line is 21 and I'm sure there's a reason for that. So, considering that, I think it actually fits. ^_^

“Otsukare-sama deshita!” the dance instructor declared and bowed slightly.

“Otsukare-sama deshita,” Koichi returned, bowing as well. “Thanks for staying longer.”

“Not a problem,” the young man smiled. “But now I’ve got to be off. Tell Tsuyoshi-kun good bye for me, please.”

“Sure. Good night,” Koichi said with a nod.

 

Then the other was right out the door. Koichi sighed. It had been a long day. They’d been out for recordings on two TV shows and then they’d had an improvised rehearsal because they were expected for a surprise act at Shounen Club. Koichi sat down on the sofa, waiting for Tsuyoshi to come back out of the shower. He could still hear the water running, though. He looked towards the door that led to the shower and suddenly a flash hit him.

 

Tsuyoshi’s in the shower right now. He’s in there. Naked. Hot water running down his….

 

He bit his lip. There was an unknown curiosity in him, a wish, an urge to get up and… do something. He couldn’t quite put a finger on it. Just to go in there and watch, that might… No! Koichi shook his head firmly, trying to clear it. He wasn’t thinking straight. Fortunately, he managed to break out of his haze, but the image had left him uneasy. He prodded his fingers on the couch nervously, shifting several times, as he felt a strong need for motion.

 

He looked about the room, trying to find some kind of distraction. Then his gaze fell onto the clock. It was 7 p.m. Koichi blinked. The Utaban episode they’d recorded that day was being broadcasted at that time. So, happy to have found something to occupy his hands with, he grabbed for the remote control of their little TV set and switched it on.

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“So, Tsuyoshi-kun, your next project will be a complete tour through Japan, is that right?” Nakai asked, smiling.

“Yes,” Tsuyoshi answered enthusiastically. “It’s our first tour that goes farther than Kansai district. We’re very excited.”

“Can you give us any details yet?” the host probed.

“Not just yet,” Tsuyoshi returned. “But we plan to make it big, so that people will remember us and hopefully will want us to come back.”

“I see, I see. So, you’re working very hard on that. Koichi-kun, how do you feel about it?”

Koichi blinked for a second. “Ano… actually I’m scared that nobody will buy our tickets.”

A wave of laughter rose up, gripping also Nakai and Tsuyoshi.

“Nah, that wouldn’t happen,” the host opposed.

“No, I guess it won’t,” Koichi smiled. “It’s still exciting. We’re gonna see some new places we’ve never been to and perform for people who haven’t seen us yet.”

 

“You guys are quite infamous for your spontaneous stage acts and vivid personalities on stage. Are you going to change some of your ways for this bigger tour?”

“Absolutely not,” Tsuyoshi informed him. “Why would we?”

“Well, I was just wondering” Nakai mused, “you both seem quite reserved right now. You’re not joking, or arguing together, and you’re sitting very still. That’s quite unusual.”

“Oh no,” Tsuyoshi opposed. “I mean, we do joke and jump about a lot, but right now we can’t because we’re holding hands.”

 

A hoot went through the crowd and Koichi started to laugh heartily, nodding in agreement.

Nakai blinked. “You’re holding hands?”

“Yes, under the table,” Tsuyoshi explained.

More hoots and some laughter erupted.

“Eh?” the host gaped at them. “You’re holding hands under there?”

Tsuyoshi nodded again, gripping Koichi’s hand.

“Can you show us?” Nakai urged.

 

“Sure,” Tsuyoshi declared and brought their joined hands up to lie on the table. “Actually it’s more comfortable like this.”

“Oh, I see,” the host laughed.

“Yeah, I don’t feel so restrained anymore,” Koichi declared taking a big sip out of his cup.

More laughter.

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“What are you doing there?” Tsuyoshi wanted to know.

Koichi blinked. “Eh? Ah, you’re done. Sorry,” he said pointing at the TV. “You were taking your time and I got… bored.”

Tsuyoshi noticed the break at the end that had been too long, but somehow he thought it wiser not to probe at the moment. So he just shrugged. “Sorry I took so long.”

“Nh,” Koichi made, shaking his head. “It’s okay. So, shall we go?”

“Right,” Tsuyoshi nodded. “Ano… where to?”

 

“I’m kinda hungry,” Koichi pointed out. “How about Ramen?”

Tsuyoshi rolled his eyes. “I’ll treat you on anything but Ramen. Please, I’ve had it. How can you eat this every day?”

Koichi laughed slightly. “Sorry, I forgot. You’re not a big fan. What would you rather have?”

“Anything, really,” Tsuyoshi told him.

 

“Yes, fine,” Koichi returned. “But is there something you actually would really like to eat right now?”

Tsuyoshi thought about it for a moment, then looked back to Koichi. “Okonomyaki,” he declared.

“Oh,” Koichi beamed at him. “That’s a good idea. Yeah, let’s do that.”

“Really?” Tsuyoshi blinked.

“Yes, yes. Come on, I’m starving,” Koichi urged, dragging Tsuyoshi out the door.

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After they had finished their dinner, they went for a walk in a near park.

“Ah, warm night air,” Koichi said happily, taking a deep breath. “It’s been a while. I’m so looking forward to summer.”

“You don’t really like winter, do you?” Tsuyoshi smiled at him.

“What’s to like about it?” Koichi asked, making a face. “It’s cold, it’s gray, it’s dark, it gets you sick. Nothing pleasant about it. I rather sit outside at night, watching the stars, go swimming, make a trip to the beach, that sorta thing.”

 

“Ah, I see,” Tsuyoshi nodded.

Then the younger boy stopped in his tracks.

After a few seconds Koichi stopped as well, looking at him quizzically. “What?”

“Do you want to go?” Tsuyoshi asked.

Koichi blinked. “What?”

“To the beach,” Tsuyoshi explained. “We could drive, it’s not that late.”

“What are you talking about?” Koichi asked, shaking his head. “It’s nowhere near summer yet. We can’t go swimming and it is pretty late and the beach is gonna be deserted.”

“So we’re gonna be to ourselves,” Tsuyoshi mused, brushing his hand lightly against the other’s.

 

Koichi blinked at him again, fingers twitching nervously. “Ano…”

“Well, we don’t have to if you don’t want to,” Tsuyoshi added, seeing how Koichi was indecisive. “It was just an idea.”

“No,” Koichi finally stated firmly, gripping his hand. “I’d like to. Let’s go.”

“Yeah?” Tsuyoshi asked.

“Yeah, I really wanna,” Koichi smiled.

“Okay, then let’s set out,” Tsuyoshi confirmed. “Just…”

“Yeah?” Koichi asked.

 

“You should let go of my hand. People can see us here, you know,” Tsuyoshi explained.

“Oh, right,” Koichi said, startled. Then he sighed. “Pity, isn’t it?”

“What is?” Tsuyoshi wanted to know.

“That we can hold hands on TV when cameras send it all over the country, but here, standing in this park, it’s impossible.”

“That’s not a pity,” Tsuyoshi informed him, “that’s irony. And you had better not complain, we could have hit it much worse.”

“Yeah, I guess that’s right,” Koichi mused. “Okay, let’s go.”

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The drive had been longer than expected and the air by the sea was much colder than expected. The two of them were standing by the deserted beach, looking at the sea, not sure about what to do.

“Ano…” Koichi finally began, rubbing his arms to warm himself. “Shall we go back?”

“Hold on a second,” Tsuyoshi told him, starting to fumble about in his car. After about a minute he pulled out a jacket and held it up. “It’s just one, though.”

“Hm,” Koichi mused, tilting his head to the side. “I think that will do,” he said, smiling.

 

Tsuyoshi just blinked at him, but followed readily as Koichi motioned for him to go with him. They marched up to a large pile of rocks, which seemed quite well-sheltered from looks of by-passers. Koichi nodded to himself, before sitting down, looking up at Tsuyoshi expectantly. The younger boy hesitated, then offered his jacket to the other boy.

Koichi shook his head, smiling. “It’s yours.”

“But… you’re gonna be cold,” Tsuyoshi argued.

 

“I… Yeah, I guess,” Koichi nodded. “So…” he looked up at Tsuyoshi again, a gleam of longing in his eyes. “Will you keep me warm?”

The younger boy blinked at him for several seconds. Then he licked his lips, nervously, but still put his jacket on. He hesitated for another moment before approaching Koichi, walking up behind him and sinking onto the floor. Warily, he reached out both hands to cover Koichi’s bare arms with them. Koichi sighed happily, leaning back towards him.

 

So Tsuyoshi sat firmly down on the ground, legs spread out so that Koichi would find enough room between them, slinging both arms around the other boy tightly. They both shut their eyes for a moment, savouring the feeling of being close and warm. Koichi brought up one hand to rest it on Tsuyoshi’s arm that embraced him, while Tsuyoshi rested his head on the older boy’s shoulder. They kept sitting there like that for a while. They did not talk, or kiss, they just sat there. After a while Koichi opened his eyes again and gazed up at the sky.

 

“Wow,” he mused. “Look, there are so many stars up.”

Tsuyoshi opened his eyes as well and gazed up. He smiled. “There are always so many stars up there. We just don’t see them in the city.”

“It’s beautiful,” Koichi breathed out.

“Yes it is,” Tsuyoshi agreed, nodding slightly, rubbing his face against Koichi’s.

 

The older boy turned his head slightly to look at the other. They smiled at each other before leaning in for a kiss. Tsuyoshi sighed happily, licking Koichi’s lips suggestively and the other boy gladly gave way and let the younger boy deepen the kiss. They had done a lot of kissing since their first time around and had become quite practiced, enjoying their intimate lip-locks. Koichi started to giggle as Tsuyoshi slipped his arms lower to free the other boy’s arms for a better range of movement.

 

“You’re tickling me,” Koichi informed the other, still chuckling.

Tsuyoshi thought on that for a second, then started to slide his hands over Koichi’s lower chest and stomach. “Nah, I’m trying to keep you warm,” the younger boy teased.

“Ah, ah-ha, stop it,” Koichi demanded, laughing, trying to avoid the teasing touches. “Tsuyoshi – ah!”

“It might actually feel good, if you’ll just let it,” Tsuyoshi whispered into Koichi’s ear. “Just keep still.”

 

As if on cue, Koichi froze. The image that he’d had of Tsuyoshi in the shower suddenly came back to him. Hot, wet skin, soaking hair, glazed eyes…. Koichi’s breath began to hitch and he closed his eyes, trying to calm himself. However, Tsuyoshi had not stopped his assaults on his body. His hands were still stroking Koichi’s front in light, smooth touches and somehow the feeling of it had changed. It had changed so drastically, actually, that it upset Koichi even more.

 

At the same time, Tsuyoshi was mesmerized by the uneven, heaving breathing of the boy in his arms. He could hear Koichi sigh and try to catch his breath, but he kept panting silently. The effect he had on the other boy left Tsuyoshi in wonder. He licked his lips nervously and Koichi must have felt something, because his breath hitched suddenly. A shiver ran down Tsuyoshi’s spine. This kind of reaction was unknown to him, but it was good, exciting and he wanted more of it. His touches on Koichi’s body grew more demanding as he bent his head slightly forward to catch Koichi’s earlobe with his lips, nipping lightly.

 

“Ah,” Koichi gasped out, but this time it wasn’t a sound of protest – neither a sound of approval, rather something that escaped him out of surprise.

Tsuyoshi kept stroking and nipping, licking over the other boy’s ear with his tongue teasingly.

“Tsuyoshi,” Koichi breathed. “What are you doing?”

 

The older boy tried to shift a little which ended up with him bumping his back against Tsuyoshi’s crotch. The younger boy stopped his assaults on the other’s ear, gasping in surprise. The feel was good, though, so he rubbed back against Koichi, his mouth going a bit lower, attaching itself to Koichi’s neck, where it gave light kisses and suckling.

“Ah-ngh,” Koichi bit his lip against a moan. He was on overload. Tsuyoshi was kissing and touching him, he could feel the rubbing at his back and there was something stirring in him. He felt hot, his breath was out of control and he really needed something to hold onto. Without any further thought he ripped himself out of Tsuyoshi’s grip, turned to look at the other boy, who had a look of surprise on his face, and straddled his hips to sit back down on his lap. Before Tsuyoshi could even voice a sound of surprise, there was a hot mouth on his, a tongue seeking entrance and hands roaming over his chest suggestively.

 

The younger boy moaned at the feeling, resuming his own caressing and touching of the other’s body. Koichi felt hot, he was going mad with the feeling of hands touching him and lips kissing him and yet he wanted more. More of that, or something different. He didn’t know, or he wasn’t sure, it was somehow frustrating. He felt his cock pulsing slightly in excitement. Trying to sooth that feeling, or maybe to encourage it, he wanted contact. He started to rub himself against the other boy, sighing as the pressure felt easier, if more intense.

 

“Oh god, Koichi,” Tsuyoshi breathed against the other’s lips, as Koichi moved steadily against him.

Tsuyoshi’s hands slipped under Koichi’s shirt, caressing the skin there.

“Nh,” Koichi huffed out, moving more demandingly against him, arms tightly snaked around Tsuyoshi’s neck, holding onto the other.

That was when Tsuyoshi realized Koichi was getting seriously hard and that hit a bit of reality back into his head. He stopped in his tracks, holding Koichi firmly in order to still him too.

 

“Kou,” he said silently.

“Nah,” Koichi sighed out, frustrated that Tsuyoshi had stopped touching him, still trying to wriggle in the other’s firm grip.

“I know,” Tsuyoshi whispered to him, closing his eyes.

“What is it now?” Koichi asked, finally going slack in Tsuyoshi’s arms.

“We can’t,” the younger boy said simply.

 

“We can’t what?” Koichi wanted to know. His breath was still hitching.

“We can’t do anything here,” Tsuyoshi explained.

“What…” Koichi didn’t even know what he actually wanted to ask. He shook his head, pulling back slightly looking at the other boy. “What were we doing anyway?”

“Ano…” the younger boy mused, tilting his head slightly, “I think we just had our first making out.”

“So, it’s not just kissing anymore,” Koichi returned, his breath finally evening out.

“No, apparently not,” the other boy concluded.

Koichi nodded. “I guess I’ve had the signs for that.”

Tsuyoshi blinked at him.

Koichi chuckled. “You know, lately I’ve been having some… new thoughts. About how I would like to touch you more. How you’d look naked. And today, when you were in the shower I thought….” He broke off, blushing. “Well, I’m not all the way sure, I didn’t really end the thought, but I think it was… something like this here,” he explained.

“I see,” Tsuyoshi said, nodding. “My thoughts have been going along the same lines. Actually, last night I jerked off on you.”

Koichi’s blush deepened, even when he felt a surge of joy being told that Tsuyoshi wanted him back.

“Okay,” Koichi said, licking his lips. “So… should we have sex?”

Tsuyoshi almost fell over at that. “WHAT?!?!”

“Well, you said you jerked off on me, so don’t you want to?” Koichi asked, confused.

“Don’t you think we should do it one thing at a time?” Tsuyoshi asked.

 

Koichi blinked.

“Look, we can’t do anything here anyway,” the younger boy said firmly. “We’re out in public, we’re totally inexperienced and even if we said hell with that he have no condoms, or anything.”

“Point,” Koichi nodded.

Tsuyoshi nodded back. “So, why don’t we get back home and… well, think about what we want to do for a next step. You know, making out. Or, I don’t know, pull each other off, or something. And then we go from there.”

“Okay,” Koichi smiled, nodding. “Phew. It’s a good thing we couldn’t finish this. I really don’t know anything about sleeping with a guy.”

“Yeah, we should do some catching up on that too,” Tsuyoshi stated.

“And get condoms,” Koichi added.

“You can, if you want to. But really, there’s no rush there. Why don’t we enjoy what we have now and take it slow?”

“Okay,” Koichi confirmed, pecking Tsuyoshi’s lips once more before getting up.

He held out a hand, pulling Tsuyoshi back to his feet and they both made their way back to the car, driving back home.

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