Strings of my Heart (part 2)

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Ryo had always thought that being too “straight” was strange, but he’d never felt like actually doing anything – until that very moment. He bit his lip. What was this situation? Saito had been kind, but polite to him all night. But then, as it was they were all but entangled in front of the TV and the man was stroking his hair and teasing soft spots on his skin. Maybe he was waiting for Ryo to react? But what should he do? If he went in too boldly he might scare the other off. But then, if he didn’t do anything Saito might think he’s not interested. Ryo blinked at that. Was he interested? And in what? Where did he want this to go? A moment ago he had just thought it would be nice to steal a kiss and suddenly he found himself nervous like that. His fingers twitched involuntarily, teasing Saito’s side slightly. Ryo could hear a sharp intake of breath and the fingers in his hair stopped for a second before resuming their task. He sighed slightly in relief. Obviously taking action on his part was appreciated. It was still a game, though, so he didn’t want to move right on to groping. He left his hand where it was and only after a while he repeated the light caress. After that he left off again and when he felt the hand in his hair moving to his shoulder and down his arm, he slid his hand up too to rest it against Saito’s chest, making light scratching movements to give light stimulation.

Somehow that move must have stirred something. Ryo found himself pulled up and level with Saito’s face. The other was looking at him with a mix of curiosity, wariness and excitement. It was an incredibly exciting mix – like Saito wanted to jump and ravage him, but he was holding back as to not make him run. And for a moment Ryo thought about his options. He could run. Probably should, actually, because this was definitely no game anymore. He knew the kind of air that was between them and knew where things were going and it was still his choice. It would have been only too easy to simply get up and out and end what was happening. But then, Ryo thought, why ruin this perfect moment? Wasn’t it okay? If it felt right and they were both into it? They had found this special situation together and everything was just wrapping around them, making Ryo feel warm and loved and he didn’t want to dismiss it. He wanted to enjoy it more, enjoy what was starting so promising and what could be so much more, if only he engaged in it fully.

Saito made the slightest move towards him and that was it – get out or commit. Many thoughts were spinning in Ryo’s head, but in the end it felt too good to just smash it, so he made his choice and moved to meet the other man, touching their lips together. Carefully at first, as if to ask whether it was okay, but when he found Saito responding he moved more daringly, starting a real kiss and a passionate one. He gripped Saito’s shoulder and pulled himself into position, crawling on top of the other, straddling his hips. Their kiss grew sloppy as Ryo got aggressive, rubbing their groins together experimentally. Saito gasped, breaking their kiss. The look in his eyes was one of lust, but it was still restrained.

“You really don’t… compromise,” Saito commented.

“No,” Ryo answered teasingly as he nudged the other’s head to the side to give fleeting kisses to a long neck.

“Neither do I,” Saito told him. “Ryo, this is… it feels good.”

“Mh,” Ryo agreed, still busy with the man’s neck.

“But… I’m not a man for just a night. Ryo, do you really want me?”

“Yeah,” Ryo smiled at him as he pulled back. His hands threaded through Saito’s hair as he moved closer again to get back to kissing. “I absolutely want you.”

“Oh Ryo,” Saito sighed, letting himself be engaged in a new kiss, one that was nowhere near as hurried or sloppy as the first one. That kiss was still full of passion, but it was measured, gave room for anticipation and curiosity. “Do you want to… go to the bedroom?” he finally asked, words half-muffled by the other’s lips still against his.

Ryo merely grinned at him. “I quite like it here,” he stated, resuming their kiss.

And Saito gave in completely. He let Ryo kiss him senseless, touch him in intimate places and grab at suddenly disturbing clothes.

“Impatient,” Saito teased, although his breath was laboured, exposing the effects Ryo assault on him had had.

“I’m a young man with a wild sex-drive,” Ryo grinned.

He straightened himself up again to take a good look at the man sitting on the couch. His eyelids fluttered slightly as soft warm hands moved up and down his sides, stroking him through the fabric of the track suit jacket he was wearing.

“I don’t usually let myself be seduced easily,” Saito told him, eyeing Ryo’s reacting to his touches in wonder. “A man my age, I’m more refined when it’s about these things. And experience has taught me to be cautious. But there is no denying that you appeal to me. I won’t lie – I haven’t been this affected by a man in a long time.”

His hands were changing directions, moving up Ryo’s chest and onto his shoulders, before sliding back down again just to repeat the pattern.

“I understand,” Ryo nodded. “I feel similarly. And I absolutely don’t do this on a regular basis either.”

The other chuckled at that. “Hardly, shy as you are. I’m actually feeling quite proud that I could make you feel comfortable.”

“Show me what else you can make me feel,” Ryo teased with a grin.

“Happily,” the man answered eagerly.

With a swift motion he pulled down the zipper of the jacket Ryo was wearing, revealing his tanned skin underneath. Ryo shrugged the item right off, letting it drop to the floor. He saw Saito licking his lips unconsciously and a thrill went through his body.

“Like what you see?” he asked, bending forward slightly to present his flesh openly.

“Uhn,” Saito nodded. “You really do have a nice body.”

His left arm slipped around Ryo’s waist, holding him close, while his other hand smoothed its way up Ryo’s chest again, gracing the muscles on his stomach and teasing his nipple just so. Ryo bit his lip, both at the stimulation and the lustful look in the other’s eyes. Saito drew lazy patterns all over his chest, drawing lines and circles, his eyes following his every move in wonder of the feeling, as if to study what his fingers were discovering. Ryo simply let him, watching the man worshipping his body, enjoying the attention he received. It continued for quite a while, he couldn’t say how long, because the way Saito attended to him was hypnotising. It never felt like teasing, it was light stimulation that did not burn enough to tease, but even so it made his skin prickle pleasantly, making it warm and sensitive so that when he felt a pair of wet lips touching his collar bone his head fell back into his neck and a breathy moan escaped him.

The first nip was followed by another. And another. Ryo’s eyes were closed, his lips open as he gasped, the sensations washing over his body in tender, but intense waves. He sighed when he felt a tongue licking at his skin experimentally, his muscles twitching at the contact. Again he just let everything happen. He felt how Saito shifted forward slightly, both arms sliding around Ryo’s slender waist, one hand supporting him at his upper back to keep him in place. Once he was sure Ryo was in a good position he really began to attack the chest in front of him. Lips and tongue and even teeth were stroking him, teasing him, making him twitch and shift. He had never known that biting could be stimulating, but Saito had a way to anger his skin and then soothe it again that made him want to groan at the intensity of it. Pulling his head forward again he watched Saito lapping at his skin, showering it with loving caresses. One of his hands moved up to the older man’s neck, urging him to give him more pleasure – here, there, up, down. Ryo moaned in delight when the other moved according to his lead, giving him just what he wanted.

“Mh, good,” he sighed.

“You taste good,” Saito breathed against Ryo’s nipple, making Ryo bite his lip at the unexpected jolt of pleasure. “I want to eat you right up.”

“Sounds good,” Ryo smiled. “But first… I want to taste you too.”

His hands quickly grabbed the hem of Saito’s shirt, pulling it up. It ended up rather messy, taking him three tries altogether, but with the other’s help he could finally remove it.

“Sorry,” he grinned sheepishly. “I’m used to button-downs.”

“It’s okay,” the older man assured him, his hands stroking up and down Ryo’s back, encouraging him to move closer.

And Ryo did, he shifted slightly on the other’s lap, bending forward and kissing the man’s neck again. He didn’t linger too long, though, because he’d had a good taste of that region before. Soon he moved lower, but he found the angle impossible, so he decided he had to move. In a swift motion he slid backwards onto the ground and with firm hands he opened the other’s legs to rest between them. Saito sighed, stroking Ryo’s hair and letting him move against his body until Ryo finally had good access to the bare chest in front of him. He got to work right away, kissing and nipping at the soft skin, giving it goose bumps. His tongue quickly found a nipple and licked and pushed at it urgently. Saito moaned, his hand dropping to Ryo’s neck, stroking the younger man with deft fingers. Encouraged by that Ryo switched to the second nipple, treating it like he had done with the first before he gave a number of open-mouthed kisses down the chest, moving towards the navel. Saito gripped him a bit harder, pulling him back up.

“Hey,” he breathed out in a low voice.

“Hm?” Ryo made, looking up into his lover’s eyes.

“Why are you in such a hurry?” Saito asked. “We’ve got all night, so let’s enjoy this.”

“I… thought you liked it,” Ryo said, sounding insecure again.

“I do,” the other assured him, his hand softly stroking Ryo’s face. “Just… you seem to miss that there are many ways to pleasure someone. It’s not nipple, nipple, dick. There are many ways to enjoy a body, giving and receiving. You have no idea how many different feelings rest inside your body… until you make them show.”

“What do you want me to do, then?” Ryo asked, still sounding helpless.

“I will guide you, okay?” Saito suggested. “I’ll show you what I like and where I like it. And maybe you’ll find something you like about it too.”

“Okay,” the younger man nodded.

Saito’s hand slid back around his neck and moved him to the lower line of his left pectoral muscle.

“Lick here,” he instructed. “But lightly, carefully. I’m very sensitive here, if you press it, it won’t feel good.”

Ryo nodded slightly and bent forward to get to his task. He gave a short, light lick and he felt the reaction immediately, muscles twitching, the fingers on his neck growing unsteady.

“Look at it,” Ryo could hear Saito’s voice again. “How the skin shines when you lick at it. When you caress the same spot again the feeling will get more intense and with every stroke you’ll make it feel better.”

Ryo looked at the shimmering spot of skin in front of him. He smiled. With such a simple thing he could make someone feel good. It was amazing, actually. He licked the spot again, lingering a bit this time, but not giving too much pressure.

“Mh, that’s nice,” the other encouraged him. “Keep going.”

And Ryo latched onto that piece of skin, he licked repeatedly, then sucked at it fiercely only to soothe it again with tender kisses. He grunted in surprise as hips bucked involuntarily at him, making him feel some other interesting things on Saito’s body. His curiosity awakened, Ryo wanted to see if he could find other sensitive spots on this wonderful body in front of him. He left the area he had been working, drawing a pattern on the heaving chest with his nose, breathing in Saito’s strong, but pleasant scent. When he felt his nose bumping slightly into a small groove around the abs, he dipped his tongue in, strongly this time, and got an immediate reaction. A sharp sound escaped the other’s mouth and his body jolted at just that simple touch. Ryo delighted in the reactions he received and he grew hungry for more. He used his teeth to nibble at the skin around the area, reddening it slightly, before giving soft and loving licks.

“Uh, Ryo, I think my pants are gonna burst,” Saito panted, his voice having a slightly whiny touch. “Take them off?”

Ryo felt a bit reluctant, since he’d only just discovered the excitement just the teasing of a chest could bring, but hearing the other’s needy voice he felt sympathetic and moved his hands quickly to undo the man’s jeans and pull them down. The boxers he left and it seems it was okay. The older man sighed in relief as the restraints on his crotch were taken away and Ryo could make out a good bulge in his underwear that looked extremely promising, but was better left for later. For the time being he concentrated on other regions of the other’s body again. He resumed his journey up and down Saito’s upped body, his hands gripping the man’s waist tightly. At times one of his hands would sneak down and stroke the outside of a thigh that was seemingly keeping him captive, groping teasingly before going back into position. He could hear Saito sighing and moaning and felt a flash of pride running through his body. It was his doing, his hands, his lips, his tongue, causing all of those reactions. Then, just as he thought he’d really attended enough to this part of the other’s body and it was definitely about time to move to lower regions, another thought hit him.

“Turn around,” he ordered, moving back to give the other room to do as he was asked.

Saito blinked at him for a moment, but did as instructed and shifted to show his back to Ryo. The younger man grinned. So much more flesh. So many more spots to be discovered. He ran a careful hand over the back in front of him, getting a first feel of it. The muscles on this back weren’t too prominent, but they reacted to his touch, welcoming his fingers by moving under them. Saito sighed, letting his head rest against the rest of the couch. Ryo moved up to kiss a shoulder blade and like that he moved all over the other’s back ,giving hot, light kisses on every patch of skin he could reach. He moved quickly, giving short pecks, making the feeling intense just by the many different stimulations.

“Ah, Ryo,” Saito sighed. “I… lower… please…”

Ryo grinned. The other was growing weak, he needed more stimulus. Ryo was more than happy to comply. He moved lower, resting on his knees on the floor behind his lover and he could hear an anticipated sigh, but he did not go for the ass in front of him. Instead he dipped his tongue into the small of Saito’s back, a light touch, quick, more like an idea of an actual touch. Ryo heard a muffled moan and grinned. A series of licks and kisses rained down on Saito’s small, touching, teasing, bringing pleasure that was close to torture until finally Ryo’s hands gripped well-shaped buttocks, kneading them hungrily.

“Oh yeah,” Saito breathed out. “Ah… lick it.”

At that Ryo stiffened. Lick it? Did he mean…? A surge of panic went through Ryo as he thought about what was asked of him. Not only had he never done such a thing and thus had no idea how to get to it, but that was also something he had never considered doing. He had heard that eating ass was a more than pleasurable experience, but he had never received, nor given such treatment.

“Ryo, please…”

Saito’s needy voice pulled him back to reality. And it did something to Ryo. His lover was waiting for him and he wanted to pleasure him. So he thought he should at least try. His hands pushed at the full cheeks, revealing what looked like a well-healed scar. For a moment he wondered if he looked like that too, but then he put his mind back to his task. He bent forward and moved into the cleft. His nose bumped into Saito’s flesh, but then he found a good angle and pushed out his tongue to lick over the twitching opening. A shudder went through the body in front of him and Ryo inwardly sighed in relief. It seemed he had done something right and it wasn’t nearly as weird or unpleasant as he would have imagined. He licked around and over the bud repeatedly, then kissed it, before lapping again.

“Oh god, yeah,” Saito moaned. “Do it fast.”

Ryo complied, pushing his tongue out quickly, repeatedly teasing the flesh in front of him and he felt how it seemed to swell slightly, making it stand out. It felt a bit like a nipple all of a sudden and Ryo experimentally sucked at it to see what that did. He jumped at the reaction. Saito pressed his back into his face, making it almost disappear behind his cheeks. That was when Ryo drew back, panting slightly. Saito, on the other hand lazily moved around again to face Ryo.

“You,” he heaved out, heavily lidded eyes staring at Ryo on the floor. “You just did it. That earns you something really special.”

While Ryo was still blinking at that the other had already pulled him up from his position on the floor and made him take his seat on the couch, while Saito himself took Ryo’s earlier position. The younger man was still recovering from the intense experience he’d just had and confused about the sudden change of roles, so he couldn’t even really wonder when Saito carefully took one of his feet, lifting it up slowly and starting to knead his fingers into the soft flesh he found there. It was quite a while later that Ryo actually arrived in the situation, acknowledging that he was receiving a rather pleasant massage. He had to admit that it was nice, but at the same time he was pretty sure that it did not compare to what he had done earlier. Of course, it was out of the question to complain, so he just let himself be treated and Saito did a good job of it, rubbing and massaging and finally giving a soft kiss to the side.

Ryo chuckled slightly at the action. It was a bit weird, but it felt nice. Saito’s fingers slowed their motions and Ryo thought that his treat was over. Just then, however, lips touched his foot again. And this time they did not retreat again immediately. There was another soft kiss, then Ryo could feel wet heat. His face flushed instantly as he understood what was happening.

“Ah, Kazu… that’s… a bit weird,” Ryo breathed out.

“Never had something like this?” Saito asked.

“Er… no.”

“Well, you said you don’t tend to avoid things that seem weird,” the older man reminded him.

“Yeah, well… oh god, please, stop doing that.”

Ryo closed hi eyes, because the sight was too unsettling. Saito was licking up and down his foot and while it didn’t feel unpleasant, that was certainly too dirty game for him.

“Relax,” Saito told him. “Enjoy it.”

“But… I don’t like it,” Ryo pressed out.

His eyes were still tightly shut and his hand was balled into a fist, covering his mouth.

Saito grinned at the sight. “I don’t think that’s true,” he analysed. “If you didn’t like it, your reaction wouldn’t be so strong.”

“It’s just… not what I want.”

“Maybe it wasn’t something you would have wanted me to do,” the other explained, still attending to Ryo’s foot tenderly, “because you didn’t know what it feels like, but I think that you’re enjoying it now.”

“No,” Ryo whined out, turning his face away as if to deny what was happening.

But even so he felt no urge to drive the man away, or make him stop himself. Did he actually? Enjoy it? His mouth dropped open as he felt something hot and wet engulfing his big toe, sucking at it as a tongue licked it repeatedly.

“Oh my god, what are you doing?!” Ryo burst out, shifting in his position on the couch.

His hand fell from his mouth as he started to breathe heavily. He wouldn’t have imagined that he would show such strong reactions to such a display. The mouth around his toe was working feverishly and it felt hot and it felt good and there was no way he could hide the pleasure he was feeling. If he’d thought of it as dirty before, right there he could only feel like he was floating on a hot wave of sensations he had never known. There was no point in denying, it was too obvious. He enjoyed this. Hot and wet and oh so good. Damn, yeah, he wanted it. Wanted it bad. Wanted…

“More,” he moaned out desperately. “Oh god, give me more.”

Suddenly the mouth left his toe, but the sensations did not end. Ryo felt a tongue licking and lapping on every toe, sometimes a digit would be sucked into an eager mouth, but just for a second, before the tongue started to work his toes again, one at a time, or licking over the row of them.

“Oh my… fuck,” Ryo cursed, trashing about in over-load. “So good… so good… ahn…”

Finally Saito lowered Ryo’s foot again, carefully letting it slip onto the floor. Ryo was a moaning mess on the couch, not knowing what to do with himself.

“I’ve made people come like that,” Saito told him.

“I want to come too,” Ryo sighed desperately, reaching for the other man to get some much-needed contact.

Saito let him, chuckling at the needy attitude.

“You’re going to come,” he promised. “But I want to fuck you when you do.”

“Yes,” Ryo moaned.

It didn’t even matter anymore that he’d never given himself to someone like that. Any kind of fear or doubt was far away from his mind. All he could think about was his vibrating body that was almost screaming for release.

Saito smiled at him. “Condoms and lube are in the bedroom. I’ll be right back.”

“No,” Ryo whined, keeping the other close. “Do it now. Just do it… please…”

“Ryo,” Saito whispered to him, caressing Ryo’s ear with his lips, “I don’t think it would be good… I’ll just be a minute.”

“Kazu, please,” Ryo pleaded. “I need to come. Please…”

Saito bit his lip. He knew it was a bad idea, for various reasons, but the picture in from of him did things to his mind. Ryo was not ready – he was desperate, his eyes needy and his mouth open, ready to plead with him again. And even though he knew it was ridiculous it felt like leaving, if only to get a few things, would be cruel and torture his cute lover. His gaze fell upon the hand lotion he kept on a small table and without thinking about it further he grabbed the bottle and got a good amount onto his fingers to spread it over Ryo’s hole. It was difficult to reach in the position he was in, though.

“Turn around,” Saito instructed and Ryo complied immediately. “Don’t worry,” the older man whispered to him. “I’ll just prepare you like this… Then I want to see your face.”

“Okay,” Ryo nodded, cringing slightly as he felt his cheeks being pulled apart and a sticky finger being pushed inside his body.

It was more of an unusual sensation than actually unpleasant, though. His body adjusted quickly and soon he could feel a second fingers slithering in. Saito made sure to stretch him very carefully as to not cause too much pain.

“Damn, you’re tight,” he commented. “How long?”

Ryo cursed inwardly, searching for words.

“Forever,” he finally panted out and much to his relief that seemed to be satisfactory answer.

“Don’t worry, I’m gonna train you up,” Saito promised him, just as he added his third finger, still moving the digits to stretch the hole to make it fit. Carefully he explored the tight cavern, pushing in, rubbing the walls and finally finding what he was looking for. Ryo jumped when he felt pressure inside his body, fingers pushing against a soft spot that made his entire body shake. He didn’t even find the strength to moan, he simply slopped forward as his arms gave out and a shocked gasp escaped his lips.

“Like that?” Saito teased, rubbing Ryo’s prostate just a bit more.

“Oh my god,” the younger man finally screamed out, hips bucking desperately in need for more.

“Okay, you’re ready,” the other decided, pulling his fingers out, earning him a disappointed whine and making him chuckle. “It really feels like it’s your first time,” he teased. “No need to cry, I’ll make you feel good now.”

Saito pulled back for a moment, grasping Ryo’s shoulder to indicate he should turn around to face him again. And Ryo did. He almost flung himself at the other, legs open and ready to let Saito in. Just for a second the older man took in the picture, then he quickly used more lotion to slick up his dick before he positioned himself and slowly pushed in.

“Uh,” Ryo gasped.

Even though the other had done a good job there was a slight burning sensation. It faded soon, though, and just about a moment later Saito was already moving inside him.

And Ryo was washed away by all the sensations. He’d never had another man inside him. Up to that very moment he’d had no idea how intense sex could feel when you had your lover inside you. He could feel every movement, every muscle that strained or relaxed and his lover’s length moving inside him, making them move together, move as one. It was like they were melting together and Ryo was lost to this feeling. He didn’t even know what he was doing or saying anymore. It felt like he was detached from himself, like he held no more power over his own body that did the most incredible things as Saito kept pushing in, driving them closer and closer to release. Roy thought that very distantly, as if from far away, he could hear himself moan and plead and ask for more, more, more…

“Oh god,” he heard Saito’s voice in his ear. “Ryo… tell me when you come.”

The younger man nodded vaguely, already concentrating on what was going to happen. He could already feel it, building in the pit of his stomach, like a tight knot that was about to burst. He embraced the feeling, urging Saito on once more.

“Oh god, I’m gonna come,” he sighed.

“You’re close?”

“Yeah. Just… more… do it… damn, fuck me!” Ryo cursed, his body already vibrating it was so tense and ready to let go. “Harder… ah…”

Just when he thought he’d hit that last little drop, his eyes flew open and he heaved heavily. All movement had stopped and he was shaking just on the verge of orgasm, but Saito denied him, pressing him down forcefully, but not moving an inch.

“Oh god, please,” Ryo pleaded. He was literally at the verge of tears.

“Feel it coming,” Saito told him.

He grabbed for Ryo’s cock and started to stroke it. Tightly, but slowly. And only from the head to the base, then he let go to start over. Ryo moaned. Trying to buck his hips again, but it was to no avail. Saito kept stroking him over and over and Ryo found back into the feeling, moaning incoherently as he once again was just on the edge. The hand on his dick kept moving slower, but it was too late, if Saito did not stop again altogether it would definitely happen and it was so incredibly intense. While the movements were not frantic, the slow motions made him feel every nerve the other stroked, driving him higher it by bit, slowly, but surely, he could almost taste the sweetness of his upcoming release on his tongue, unconsciously licked his lips and then there it was and he could feel it all so clearly that every second of it felt like its own orgasm. His balls tightened, indicating he would shoot soon and his body tensed completely. He swore he could feel it running up his dick that was twitching in Saito’s still stroking hand before finally all the tension was released in heavy spurts and shuddering as Ryo literally screamed out his release. He couldn’t stop shaking, shooting again and again, his orgasm almost smashing his body, wave after wave and all he could do was moan and wait for it to slowly fade out. It felt like he’d come for minutes, although he was pretty sure that it wasn’t nearly as long, but even so it had exhausted him so much he could do nothing but lie on the couch once the tension had left his body.

“Ryo… can I finish?”

All he got was a weak nod, but Saito was pretty sure it was really okay, so he quickly resumed his pushing into Ryo’s body. Sometimes Ryo’s body would twitch when certain spots were stimulated, but he did not move, he just wanted to for the other to finish. And it didn’t take long. Not even a minute after Ryo had come Saito could feel his own release right ahead. He threw himself into his thrusts – just a bit more, just a bit…

“Almost there,” he whispered. “Oh god… I’m coning…”

His hips started to thrust uncontrollably as he felt his dick swelling just a bit more before the world went white before his eyes as he shot into Ryo repeatedly, covering his inner walls with his essence. Ryo groaned at the feeling. He didn’t quite know where to place it. Well, he didn’t exactly know where he was, so he would have to delay such an assessment for another time. Saito, in the meantime, was riding out his release, still giving slow, but intense thrusts until his entire body went lax and with just what was left of his coordination he pulled out of Ryo and slopped down right next to him on the couch. Both of them were breathing heavily as they tried to be as close as they possibly could, embracing each other and exchanging light, sweet kisses.

It was quite a while later that Ryo found himself wrapped in actual covers on a broad bed. He blinked several times before his first gaze went to look for a clock. The one he found on the wall showed 2am. He blinked again.

“Sorry, did I wake you?” Saito asked as he stepped in fully, a towel wrapped around his hips, as he rubbed his hair dry with another one. “I felt like cleaning up. Ah, I’m not sure, but I thought it would be okay if you stayed the night?”

Ryo shifted into a somewhat sitting position. He cringed as his butt burnt in protest.

“Shit,” he cursed.

“Must have been a while,” Saito smiled slightly. “Sorry, I thought I’d done everything.”

“I’m pretty sure you did,” Ryo stated, shifting again, so sitting wouldn’t hurt too much.

“I’m sorry,” the other said again. “I was being pretty demanding. I realize, of course, that a good-looking young man such as yourself won’t settle down with an old perv like myself. So, no worries there, okay?”

Ryo chuckled lightly at that. “And of course you’re telling me this after you gave me the orgasm of my life.”

“Saito grinned at that. “I’ll admit there are pros to settling for an old perv. I know quite a few tricks, you know.”

“That sounds very promising,” Ryo admitted. “And it’s really tempting…” He sighed. “First of all, I have to apologize too.”

“What – you?!” Saito blinked. “Why?”

“Because I was being shady,” Ryo stated shamefully. “I gave you a promise of commitment, just because… I wanted sex. I’m sorry, I don’t usually…”

“Hey, it’s okay,” Saito assured him. “It’s not like you forced me. And as I said, I didn’t really expect anything, so… Let’s just forget about it.”

“There’s more,” Ryo muttered.

The other eyed him warily. “What more?”

“I… I didn’t tell you because I was afraid you wouldn’t touch me… This was the first time I ever got intimate with a man like this.”

“Oh, shut up,” Saito burst out. “No way. You even… Are you serious?!”

Ryo merely nodded. “It’s not like I thought it’s impossible for me,” he explained, “but somehow I never felt like doing anything. And then last night, when we were sitting together, suddenly I had that feeling.”

“And you thought that’s your chance of giving it a try?”

Ryo stared at him. “No,” he burst out. “I would never… That’s not what it was. Totally not. I…” he blushed slightly. “I absolutely have a crush on you and I thought it would be prefect… well, it was. And even though I have to admit that last night I had no intention of taking this anywhere… Now I’m thinking that this is the best thing that ever happened to me.”

“And you think we can make it work?” Saito asked sceptically.

“I don’t know,” Ryo admitted with a shrug. “But… why don’t we try to find out?”

“Again, no compromising,” Saito analysed amusedly.

He walked over to the bed and pulled Ryo out and onto his feet. He gave the younger man  a passionate kiss that almost made Ryo’s knees go weak.

“You want to commit to a pervy old queer?”

“No,” Ryo stated firmly. Then he smiled at the other. “But I’d happily commit to a wonderful man and artist, who treats me tenderly, who makes me feel loved and who respects my work. So, what do you think?”

“I think you’ve lost it,” Saito told him. “But I’ll take you up on that offer before you regain your senses and run.”

“I’m not going anywhere,” Ryo promised, pecking his lover’s lips softly.

“You should, though,” Saito advised him. “There’s a shower waiting for you and you very badly need it.”

Ryo pouted slightly at that, making Saito grin. “So cute.”

“Scrub my back?” Ryo asked.

“I already finished,” the other explained.

“It’s not my fault if you go without me,” Ryo shrugged. “You see, there’s a catch to me too. I’m a spoilt little brat and if you want to keep me content, you’ll have to put up.”

Saito gave a fake-sigh before grinning again. “Well, fair’s fair, I suppose. Let’s go.”

And so they headed off towards the shower together.

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Phew, done.  @_@  I hope it was okay. And not too long. Sometimes the smut one-shots always end up like this. It was good fun writing it - although I'm really glad that it's finished now. I hope you all liked it. :D